BlueHas_NoClue



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    Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.

    Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Life and Death exist as invisible entities, as Ilya and Shane, separated through millennia by their opposite tasks.

    Ilya, who brings breath into beings and wills the foliage to sprout. And Shane, whose very presence takes, and who comes when it is time.

    Or, five times Shane and Ilya meet for work. And one time they decide to steal a moment for themselves.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has wings. Ilya Rozanov loves him. There's no 'despite' about it.

     

    Wings as a metaphor for autism. Because. Fuck it.

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    The mortifying ordeal of letting the people who love you care.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice, maybe this would all be over soon.

    No one was coming.

    Shane closed his eyes briefly.

    No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up.

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