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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    ‘So what’s WAGs Day?’

    Shane showed his phone to Ilya, who took it uninterested.

    ‘Oh it’s day where you can come to hockey training with your partner. Is way for Ottawa to support their players by caring about their family, or something.

    Every couple forms team and they do little challenges on the ice. Best couple wins cup, I think. Is fun’

    Shane tried not to sound too jealous as he asked: ‘Who are you going with?’

    ‘Nobody. Is fine. I have my team’

    ‘Yeah, but you also have a boyfriend’, Shane pointed out begrudgingly.

     

    Or, the Ottawa Centaurs organise a WAGs Day but Shane knows that if he signs up to be Ilya’s teammate, they'll have to work hard to keep their secret. And to win that cup, of course.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Them giddy smiles were had

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    Ilya Rozanov has been perfectly fine with keeping his relationship a secret. Mostly.

    He is also perfectly fine when an American reporter accidentally tweets 'Shane Holender', which Russian Twitter promptly translates into something that roughly means the 'Finisher of Holes'.

    He just did not expect to be outed by Google Translate.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Literal cackling will be had when you reread this

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    The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.

    He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.


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    See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
    This is Ilya Rozanov

    Yuna

    This is a fucking joke, right?

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “I don’t care what gets you going,” Hayden said, which caused Shane to grimace. “You could have told me you were gay. I wouldn’t have said anything.”

    “I didn’t even know I was gay until a year ago.”

    Hayden paused. “You were fucking Rozanov for almost ten years and you, what, thought it was just straight homies helping each other out?”

    That actually got a laugh out of Rozanov. “Shane is slow sometimes.”

     

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    Hayden accidently walks in on Shane and Ilya fucking.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    A good laugh on a bad day ☺️