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    “We should make it a road trip, Eddie! We never hang out anymore, Eddie! It’ll be so fun, Eddie!” Eddie mimics, his voice trailing as he disappears into the tiny bathroom connected to their Budget Queen motel room.

    “We’re not stranded,” Buck scoffs. “And you weren’t saying that when you were stuffing your face with the tamales that I found, or the cherry pie that I read about.”

     

    Or, there was only one bed. And a lot of bickering.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Eddie's hand is warm and slightly calloused and his fingers are trembling just a little and Buck suddenly can't remember how to breathe.

    Veronica moves in with the needle and Eddie's grip tightens, crushing, bones grinding together. Buck doesn't mind. Buck doesn't mind at all. Buck would let Eddie pulverize every metacarpal in his hand into calcium powder, reduce his entire skeletal structure to fine calcium dust, if it helped even a little.

    "You're doing great," Buck says.

    "I haven't done anything yet, she hasn't even started."

    "You sat in the chair. That's huge."

    "That's literally the bare minimum."

    "The bare minimum is still an accomplishment when you're scared."

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    Eddie is scared of needles, so Buck holds his hand.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    "Come on. Clothes off. We're cuddling for survival."

    Eddie is so cold he's not entirely sure this is real. He might be hallucinating. He might have already died and this is some kind of purgatory situation, because "Buck taking his clothes off and telling Eddie to do the same" feels like exactly the kind of scenario Eddie's subconscious would generate to torment him in the afterlife. Hey Eddie, his dead brain is saying, here's everything you ever wanted but were too chickenshit to reach for. Watch Buck's abs flex while you freeze to death. This is your eternal punishment for never going to therapy.

    “We’re not cuddling.

    Or,
    Eddie knows how to survive everything except this.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Buck’s close enough now that if Eddie swayed forward, even a little, they’d be touching. It’s taking everything in him to resist that urge.

    “Probably,” Buck agrees, looking down at him. The height difference is negligible but Eddie feels it anyway, how Buck is using every inch of it. “But I have a feeling you still want to.”

    Eddie should say no.

    Eddie should say we’re going back to the station right now and you’re going to apologize to Bobby and we’re never going to speak of this again.

    Eddie should do a lot of things. Eddie should be a lot of things—a good mentor, a responsible firefighter, a man with functioning self-control and a sense of professional boundaries. Eddie should not be standing on a rooftop with his heart pounding and his dick hard and his entire brain reduced to static because a twenty-six-year-old man-child with impulse control issues is looking at him with bedroom eyes.

    And yet.

    “Yeah,” he hears himself say, from very far away. “Yeah, okay.”

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    S8 Eddie teaches probie Buck a lesson on the roof.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Eddie spots his mother first, standing near the living room with a glass of wine frozen halfway to her mouth. Her eyes track from Eddie's face to Buck's face to their joined hands, and Eddie watches her go through the five stages of grief in the span of two seconds.

    Her right hand moves automatically, decades of muscle memory taking over as she touches her forehead, then her chest, then her left shoulder, then her right, her lips pressing together as she mutters what Eddie can only assume is a prayer for his immortal soul.

    Across the room, Eddie catches Shannon's eye. She's standing by the fireplace with a drink in her hand and Chris at her side, and she looks like she's having to physically restrain herself from applauding. Her free hand is pressed over her mouth, shoulders shaking with laughter. When she catches Eddie looking she raises her glass in a tiny salute, eyes sparkling with mischief.

    Chris, bless him, has no such restraint. His face splits into a massive grin and he turns to his mother and says, in a voice that is so loud it echoes, "Mom, you didn't tell me Dad's boyfriend was cool."

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    Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Maddie's brother is happy to help.

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    01 Feb 2026