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    “Okay, this is—” Eddie runs a hand through his hair, growing increasingly distressed, “you guys are purposely missing the point here. Buck, I’m not getting high with you, dude.”

    “Uh, why not?” Buck asks, tilting his head. He has the audacity to sound genuinely puzzled.

    “We can’t. We’re firefighters,” Eddie says, confused that Buck is confused.

    Buck gives him a sad smile. “Not right now, we aren’t. And we won’t be, Eddie, not for a while.”

    Buck and Eddie get injured on the job and decide to smoke a lot of weed about it.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Buck holds up his hands, spreading them almost apologetically, and it still takes Eddie a second too long to realize what he's showing him. He's too busy scanning for fresh scars, or burns, or infected tattoos, to realize for a second -- Buck's left index finger is half gone. It ends just below his second knuckle, the stump already smoothly healed over. Eddie reaches out, the medic in him taking over, and Buck lets him, standing there obediently while Eddie cradles his hand, turns it over between his own.

    "It's healed," Eddie says dumbly. "Is there any pain?"

    "None," Buck promises.

    "But -- when?" Eddie asks.

    Buck grimaces. "Six weeks ago," he admits. "Please don't be mad."

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    24 Jan 2026

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    "We were also concerned about possible organ damage, particularly since you only have one kidney, but your ribs took the brunt of the impact," the doctor tells him. "We'll know more when the swelling from the penetrating wound goes down."

    Ha, Buck thinks. Penetrating.

    "Wait," Eddie says. "That's not right. Buck has both his kidneys."

    The doctor consults the chart again, her eyebrows drawing together. “I’m sorry, Mr Buckley, is there an error in your medical history? I have it right here that you only have your right kidney, is that correct?"

    "Ye-es," Buck says. He can feel Eddie’s gaze on the side of his face and studiously avoids it.

    "What?" Eddie says. "How did I not know this? When did you lose a kidney, was this when you were a kid?"

    "Uh..." Buck says. "Aha. Last year."

    Eddie's face shifts from perplexed to horrified to thunderous all within about two seconds. It would be funny to see his stoicism so rattled under different circumstances. "When I was in Texas?"
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    Buck is determined not to fall back on old coping mechanisms after Eddie leaves for Texas. So he invents a new one: organ donation.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Buck doesn’t know what he’s going to say next. All he hears is the awful sound of splintering wood, a beam emancipating itself from above them. Without another thought, Buck lunges forward and pushes Eddie out of its path.

    When Buck falls through the unstable give of the floor, he feels a bone chilling terror. But it’s okay, because Eddie was knocked away. The beam missed him.

    Then, a terrible noise like thunder, a mammoth of sound, and Eddie is falling too. Why is Eddie falling too?

    Buck takes a great big tumble. Like always, Eddie is right behind him.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Buck keeps him everywhere. He’s smuggling him into every inch left vacant, because like this, he doesn’t lose him, won’t lose him. Like this, he gets to keep Eddie forever, even if it’s just the pieces and the memories attached. The reminder of him will haunt him and this apartment like a ghost. Because Buck can’t trap him in his apartment and force him to stay, he’d never ask that, couldn’t ask that, but he’s going to damn well do his best to salvage it in some form. He’s kidnapping Eddie’s shadow, no matter how much it hurts, and there’s no choice about it.

    Eddie announces he’s leaving. Buck, naturally, begins a slow descent to madness.

    [ALT. summary: Buck has resolved to be the greatest friend ever. He’s handling this move so well. And not at all being abnormal about Eddie’s house. Or Eddie’s belongings. Or, well. Eddie.]

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    09 Jan 2026