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    healing: a not-so-explanatory-how-to by

    Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)

    22 Apr 2021

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    doesn't need to be read in order, but might make more sense if you do :)

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    Sparks Fly by

    Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)  

    30 Apr 2021

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    Sam couldn’t remember the last time he’d seen Bucky rendered so limp and lifeless; not even a grunt of pain came from him as his body slumped to the floor; that amount of electricity should have killed a man, yet Bucky didn’t even so much as cry out as the pain consumed him.
    It’s because he was used to it, a voice in his head chided him, and it made Sam feel sick.

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    Necessary Evil by

    Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)  

    10 May 2021

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    Everyone was convinced the Winter Soldier was dead and buried, Bucky was free.
    That is until Sam's life is on the line, and the Winter Soldier awakens to protect what is his.

    (Aka, the fic where thugs dare hurt Sam Wilson and Bucky triggers his own Winter Soldier state out of sheer desperation to protect him)

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    A Wintery Night by

    Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types  

    07 Jun 2025

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    Bucky is fine. Really. He’s had therapy, he talks to Sam. He’s had plenty of time to settle down and focus on getting better.

    Except, now he’s part of a team, a family, and when things happen, they look to him.

    And sure, he wouldn’t mind taking a minute to himself, those shame rooms hurt a little more than he’d care to admit. But there’s no time for that with all of this new responsibility.

    So, his nightmares are back, sure, he’s used to them. And no more therapy, no time. And oh? Sam doesn’t want to talk anymore? Okay that’s fine. He’s back in the middle of all the chaos? Cool sure.

    And as for focusing on himself and his own health? Okay let’s be honest, when did he ever do that?

    Or, Bob has a bad night, and Bucky’s the only one around to help. Unfortunately, they end up in Bucky’s shame rooms instead. But that’s okay, cause Bucky’s totally over it now. Totally.

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    Find A Reflection That Feels Real by

    Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

    09 Apr 2021

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    “Sam. Don’t open the door.”
    “Why?”
    “Please don’t open the door.”
    “Bucky, talk to me. Are you alright?”
    “I... If you come inside I’m gonna do something we’ll both regret.”
    —
    Bucky calls Sam after the Blip in the middle of the night about a haircut. Sam gets it.

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