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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    You killed the feral god he used to be, burying him beneath hot soup, weekend tickets, and a 26-degree thermostat.
    He let you do it.
    Now, you share a bed with the tamed shell he left behind—a man who breathes, kisses your scars, and makes sure you never get hurt again.
    You look at his face, and you miss the dead monster inside him.
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    This is not a sweet romance. This is a psychological autopsy of a toxic dynamic. Expect extreme angst, no comfort, suffocating domesticity, and an unapologetically selfish protagonist. If you are looking for a fluffy, domesticated Sylus who plays house, please turn back now. You have been warned.

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    04 May 2026

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    “You don’t get it.”

    “Well, of course I don’t get it,” he says. “You’ve barely said anything about it.”

    “Because it’s hard, all right?” Maybe you shouldn’t eat the rest of the mango. You might rip the poor thing to shreds, make a mess of yourself and his desk, all in the name of what? Showing your hand, too? “Don’t you see how hard it is to put your life on the line every day, without a second thought, and then choke up over… over…”

    Sylus doesn’t give you the words. “Go on,” he says. “Say it.” 

    Your jaw tightens. He drew it out of you. The words on your tongue and the heat in your face. That’s what you’ll say later, if anyone asks. “Over sex, okay?”

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    Or: Night of Secrecy was supposed to happen. Supposed to. Except it didn’t. And there’s a reason why it didn’t.

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    04 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Tashi figures out how to deal post-New Rochelle.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    Zack: From that day, Sephiroth shut himself inside Shinra Manor... ...and proceeded to review document after document, like a man possessed. The lights in the basement never went off...
    [And on the seventh day…]

    Crisis Core: Reunion

    What did Zack get up to during the week while Sephiroth was shut up in the library slowly going insane?
    And what about his friend Cloud, who's never been kissed?
    What if, with a little help from Cloud's mother, they could do something to prevent what happens on the seventh day?

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    25 Aug 2025