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    Dick has a whole family who would rather stab him or themselves before embracing him, and he respects their boundaries, but sometimes he just wants a hug he doesn’t have to beg for.

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    After Peter's precarious position goes from bad to worse time and time again, he is left all alone with nothing but his anger and resentment at the world to keep him company. He wonders how much more he can take and whether the growing grudge between him and the Avengers will be enough to finish him off for good. Will he be able to complete his mission in time? Does he even want to anymore?

    Of course. He is Spider-Man and he has a job to do. And he'll do it even if it kills him. For everyone else's sake.

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    13 Aug 2023

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    Angry peter parker. Heartbreaking

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    Natasha Romanoff is absolutely fine. Of that, she is certain. She has convinced herself that she is absolutely not addicted to self-harm, convinced her team that the Red Room and all its horrors are in the past, convinced her brain that the things she experienced weren't really that bad, and convinced everyone around her that she is absolutely, undeniably, 1000% fine.

    But delusions only last so long, and hers begin to shatter as her past returns, piece by fateful piece. When you grow up in a burning house, you tend to set your world on fire for a sense of familiarity. It's only in recognizing our trauma that we can learn to live in piece. Eventually, she will have to make a decision. Does she wants to continue the pain and suffering she's learned to use as her only form of control or will she take the risk to see if there's something better on the other side?

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    TW: self-harm, eating disorders, abuse (physical, mental, sexual) as a child and adult, torture as a child and adult, rape as a child and adult, light mentions of alcoholism, self-hatred/self-blame/etc. (basically the author is trauma-dumping)

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    14 Jun 2023

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    12 Apr 2023

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    Mirabel

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    Eight years ago Tony Stark tracked down Peter Parker to come to Germany.

    Eight years, a fight with The Avengers and a personal battle with a man that went by Vulture passed.

    Peter Parker had put a lot of thought into his decision and left Tony Stark behind. Who wanted to be involved with someone who blackmailed him into a battle he was unprepared for and then wanted to control every task he got involved with.

    A collapsed building would never leave Peter's mind.

    Eight years and Tony hasn't given up the pursuit to reunite with him.

    Peter has no interest is reconnecting.

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    06 Feb 2023