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    Marriage is never supposed to be an easy-going experience. While it will always have its ups and downs, married couple Alfred and Ivan are towards their breaking point. Toxic fights, jealously, and almost impenetrable emotional walls, there's no doubt that something has to change. With threats of divorce in the air, the pair seek help to save a relationship that they desperately don't want to end. However, working on themselves proves to be easier said than done, as old wounds and traumas make it challenging for them both to evolve. Ivan's past unhealthy relationships and scarring childhood clashes with Alfred's paranoia and controlling behavior due to the tragic death of his past wife. The question remains: will they learn to love each other healthily and get past their problems or will their differences end them up in a courtroom?

    "When marriage is difficult, focus on the person you're fighting for, not the person you're fighting with."

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    23 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    After what felt like the best and somehow also the worst sleep of his life, school teacher Alfred wakes up in a spaceship 12 light-years from Earth. He has a mission to save humanity—one with details that he can’t quite remember.

    And it turns out he isn’t the only one aboard that ship.


    Project Hail Mary x RusAme.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Now, at age eighteen, Alfred was able to make his own decisions as a legal adult. He could see the doctor whenever he wanted even if he wasn’t sick.

    Maybe that was a bizarre urge to have. It was certainly not normal and Alfred knew this. That brought Alfred to his real reason for being in the office that day:

    He had a fetish.

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    13 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “you really think i won’t kill you!?” alfred’s voice has risen to match the temperamental man. it’s sharp and biting. the fire behind his voice is only matched by the warmth of every exhale when he speaks. a wide smile stretches across ivan’s face.

    “will you?” he asks, and alfred falters again. it’s uncharacteristic of him. the way he shutters into himself, recessing as if to seek answers in a place ivan doesn’t know, contrasted by the firm and self-assured grip he has on the gun - “will you?”

    the blood coats the back of his tongue whenever he speaks. he runs his bloodied tongue over his teeth, lingering at his canines. alfred wavers as ivan leans in, the tips of their noses touching. if he looks past the glare of his lenses, alfred’s eyes seems to soften. eye to eye, ivan lolls his head to the side.

    he spits onto his shoe.

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    or some indulgent fanon amerus sex (tape this) ... yay!!!

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    20 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ivan just wanted to get drunk at the bar before killing himself that night. And then Alfred walked up to him carrying a sloe gin fizz.

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    22 Oct 2025