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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    At this point, a clean break up would be more merciful. If either of them could manage it.

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    It wasn't uncommon for the Hollanders to host exchange students at the cottage in Ottawa, and this summer was no different. For Shane Hollander, a young and budding hockey player with promise, his life is about to change when he meets their new resident for the next four months: arts major from Moscow, Ilya Rozanov.

    or, a "Heated Rivalry" x "CMBYN" AU idea I had since reading the books and was encouraged by a friend to post!

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    Jaekyung was used to running, not getting anywhere or catching anyone.
    Woobin had always watched, never participated. He would hide in a corner and help from a distance.
    While their friends were tangled in their own problems, these two found themselves looking for each other.

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    Reika Mitsuki didn’t ask to wake up in a death game, much less end up babysat by a pyromaniac with a rifle and anger issues.

    After a bloody introduction to The Beach, she’s handed off to Niragi: volatile, violent, and very much not thrilled to be her handler.

    They hate each other on sight.

    But they’re stuck together now, forced to survive side by side, while everyone else waits for the sparks to explode… or someone to end up dead.

     

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