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    I Laugh Like Me Again by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 May 2026

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    It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.

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    or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.

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    09 May 2026

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    Whispers of Hollanov by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    04 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov enter their second year of marriage, and also the second year of being teammates on the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Here lie their blissful lives, small obstacles, and lots of fluff ♡

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    04 May 2026

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    cortisol, oxytocin, vasopressin by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    22 Apr 2026

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    Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.

    Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.

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    04 May 2026

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    Moderation by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 May 2026

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    Shane measured out his loosely packed protein powder, using the back of the knife to scrape the excess off the cup back into the container—careful to not add too much. A glint of light reflected off the knife, catching his eye. He stared at the silvery surface, realizing how long it had been since he looked at himself in the mirror.

    He punched the button on the blender, letting the harsh, abrasive sound pull him out of his thoughts. The ingredients blended together until they turned into the same, bland, expected color as as it did every morning, perfectly under his control.

    He brought it to his lips carefully, trying to ignore the sudden tightness in his chest. When it tasted exactly like it did the day before, he sighed in relief, hungrily drinking it down, feeling completely free. This was going to work.

    He was always going to know exactly what he was eating.

    OR: Shane Hollander starts his performance diet after Dallas Kent puts something into his drink. With training season starting for his first season in Ottawa, it's more important than ever that he feels in control. How else will he face Troy Barret every day?

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    27 Apr 2026

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    change, like the sky by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Mar 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    21 Apr 2026