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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Hans puts his arms around Henry and they sway, not quite dancing, grasping onto the tattered fragments of song and holding them tight. And it should be joyful but Henry feels the ache in his chest growing and glowing and expanding, cleaving him into mirrored fragments, because the music is so thin and distant and the forest reflections are so wild and strange and they will never do this properly, they will never dance before a minstrel, they will never be more than these phantoms in the dark.

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    Henry reflects on what being with Hans has cost him, and tries to decide whether he can go on.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    The one where Henry and Hans have a hard time because of the circumstances they have to live their love in, but at the end of the day, I know they'll make it work. Filled with the type of angst I truly enjoy, the gut-wrenching one <3

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    Hans Capon is in a dress and Henry doesn't know what to do with himself.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    The one where Hans wears a dress and makes Henry horny dumb, but it was never about the dress at the end, but about their unbridled love.

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    “And what are you doing here—”

    “I was just, um, checking the horses—” Hans interjected, too quickly.

    "Now, I saw your horse outside. So why are you scaring the stable boys? You sent Matej running out of here for fear of his life. Did you yell at someone again?” Henry asked. “Was it so boring here without me you had to give him shit about leaving knots in Aethon’s mane?”

    Hans looked up at him sharply. “Yes. That was what I was doing.”

    “Oh, no.” Now Henry knew he was lying. “My lord, what did you do?”

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    or, Henry runs into Hans in suspicious circumstances. And, because he's a helpful lad, he saves a fellow man from a terrible fate.

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    05 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where the rituals are paper thin and they both get what they truly want upon a haystack. Extremely hot, be advised. Sequel to "do unto others", an all time classic too.

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    With a new quest on the horizon, but still some time away, Henry finds himself doing a favour for a befriended huntsman.
    It's only keeping an eye on a lone cabin for a couple days, and he fully intends on doing it alone, but when a certain nobleman has a truly rotten day, the urge to whisk him away is irresistible.

    So he does.

    A story of little moments that become something more.

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    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where Henry and Hans go to their little cottage to be so GAY and so IN LOVE and get aroused by chest hair and archery skills and the fluff is immaculate. Another borealis special, *ALWAYS* let her cook.

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    The sun was Hans' first lover, before any girl and long before Henry. Henry doesn't mind being second to that, because the sun left its kisses behind, in the freckles that dot Hans all over his back, clustered on the tops of his shoulders and arms, whispers of faded sunburns and brief boyhood escapes. Henry can't know every story, but he wants to ask, to try and hold all of them; he can't kiss every freckle, but he can try that, too.

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    Hans has a bad morning and Henry does his best to cheer him up, and drowns in his lover's body in the process.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where Hans has a nightmare but Henry has his back, and in that back, they find absolution and freedom.