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    After sixty-two hours of non-stop work, all Chuuya wants is his bed. What he gets is his traitorous ex-partner curled up on his expensive suede sofa, delirious, shivering, and bleeding out from a wound that smells like rot. Dazai is hiding—from the Agency, from the Mafia, and from a new enemy that poisoned him with something No Longer Human can't nullify.

    With all of Yokohama compromised, Dazai decided his only safehouse left was the one place no one would ever look: the penthouse of the man who hates him most. Chuuya is faced with a choice: throw the bastard out, or deal with the glowing, necrotic wound.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    “Tell me, how does a pretty little thing like you get stuck in a place like this for five years?”

    “Because I poison the tea.”

    Dazai rolls his head back and laughs. “God, I wish. Wouldn’t that make things interesting?”

    Chuuya knits his eyebrows together, wondering if he should run out of the room and let Ane-san know that she set him up with a fuckin’ psycho.

    “I guess we’ll just have to wait and see if you die,” Chuuya says.
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    Omega Nakahara Chuuya resides at The Golden House, a secured estate for unmated omegas hoping to be matched with an alpha wealthy enough to pay a dowry. At five years in, Chuuya is the oldest house guest, and assumes he'll live out the rest of his days there...

    That is, until Dazai Osamu, the annoyingly charming son of a recently deceased pharmaceutical tycoon, comes along and ruins everything.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.

    People adore him, critics worship him.
    He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
    When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.

    Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.

    (Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)

    Russian translation here by Sterialye

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    28 Dec 2025

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Six years after Nakahara Chuuya disappears without a trace, three years after he's presumed dead, two hikers find him on the outskirts of a Russian town. Chuuya doesn't think anything could be as painful as the last years of his life. That is until he comes home and discovers that his boyfriend, the person who became his mate when they were eighteen, apparently has moved on with somebody else.

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    27 Oct 2025