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It's 2003. Sam is at Stanford and wants nothing to do with him. John is furious with him after a case gone wrong. Dean takes a month off hunting to clear his head, get some space, and explore his long-suppressed sexuality. There, he meets Castiel.
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"The opposite of addiction is not sobriety. It is human connection." –Johann Hari, Chasing The Scream: the First and Last Days of the War on Drugs
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25 Aug 2025
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Dean wakes up in 2003 in a motel room, overcome with grief at what he lived through and fearful that he'll have to do it again.
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A large warm hand was holding Dean’s shoulder, shaking him lightly.
“Dean.”
Dean swatted at the hand, mildly surprised when it didn’t let go. People usually gave him a wide berth when he was asleep now, unsure what reaction he'd have from being woken up suddenly. The hand dug in harder, could feel the blunt fingertips push in under his collar bone.
“Dean, come on.”
Dean opened his eyes, ready to tell off Cas or Sam— whoever it was— for waking him so soon after he lay down. John Winchester stared down at him, brows knotted together with a grim look. Dean nearly launched himself backwards off the bed, banging his head sharply on the motel headboard and pressing himself bodily against it— far away as possible from the spectre in front of him.
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22 Jul 2025
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Sure, Dean’s cursed to die—cursed to have his breath stolen from him—on his twenty-fourth birthday. Uh-huh, thanks for that, Mom. Some real Rapunzel bullshit, there.
But here’s the thing: Dean’s a hunter. He’s got iron around his neck, jade on his wrists, and Latin on his tongue. Ain’t no fucking curse gonna take him and then move on to Sammy after.
He doesn’t expect that his curse has a name.
But what kind of name is ‘Castiel,’ anyway?
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Bookmarked by HiimSal
22 Jul 2025
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It ached to love Dean, yet Castiel willingly set his heart alight with adoration for the hunter he vowed to protect.
It ached not to love Castiel, yet Dean desperately kept his heart caged away from everything he longed for.
It ached to want and to not have.Bookmarked by HiimSal
17 Jul 2025
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Dean is a custodian at a fast food restaurant. Cas is the President of the United States.
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- Part 1 of wendy's fic
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14 Jul 2025