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Which is exactly why he hasn’t been going to therapy. I mean, with a therapist, he has to talk about it, and quite literally force it all to be back on the center of his mind as someone across from him writes down every little thing he says. Yeah, no. The pills are just as effective, he would say they helped even more.
Fuck what Eddie thinks. He’s fine.-
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Buck struggles with hiding his problems from Eddie, until it all comes crashing down after a call that brought back some memories.Bookmarked by Jackattack5915
21 Mar 2026
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the mortifying ordeal of getting everything you've ever wanted by nwtons
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10 Feb 2026
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And it’s no different now. Because Buck is a good friend - the best friend Eddie has ever had the privilege of having. He’s been the one sure thing in his and Chris’s lives since they came to LA nearly a decade ago, and the hungry thing in Eddie’s chest that thrives off of each moment spent in proximity to him is spoiled rotten with his easy affection and loving companionship. And that’s enough. It has to be enough, because Buck doesn’t - can’t possibly - feel the same way.
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or: Buck keeps trying to set him up with women, Eddie crashes out and pines his little heart out, and a night at a motel in the middle of nowhere, Texas changes everythingBookmarked by Jackattack5915
12 Feb 2026
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Fill for the prompt: "When Chimney shows up at Eddie’s door, worried about Buck’s growing distance, Eddie brushes it off... at first. But as the night stretches on and the conversation digs deeper, Eddie is forced to face the space that’s opened between them, and the reason it hurts more than it should."
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30 Nov 2025
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“I’m not talking about the job,” Eddie said quietly.
Wait, what?
“Okay,” Buck said slowly. “What are you talking about?”
“I'm gay,” Eddie blurted out.
Yeah, there was no way that Buck could misinterpret that.
The employee stocking the milk behind Eddie turned his head around so fast he could've given himself whiplash.
Buck gave him a look that said mind your business, Milk Boy. Milk Boy muttered something to himself before just shaking his head and resuming his task.
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or: buddie grocery store divorce: part twoBookmarked by Jackattack5915
03 Nov 2025
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“Is that what you’ve been up to while I've been gone?”
There’s no judgement, just curiosity in his voice. But for some reason Buck still finds himself saying: “No. Just a movie I was watching. Had me thinking about Buck 1.0.”
He doesn't know why he lied. But he doesn’t know how to say, ‘I exchanged blowjobs with a stranger forty-five minutes ago’, and have it not matter. Have it not change the tone of the conversation. He doesn’t want to put it into words that that’s what he did and then right after he called Eddie. It feels like something he shouldn’t admit to.
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Eddie leaves for Texas. Buck moves in, but not on.- Language:
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