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how do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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After the shitshow that’s been his life for the past few months, Eddie decides that the best way to move forward is to outsource his life decisions to Buck - after all, Buck has always known how to manage Eddie’s life better than Eddie could. And if it prevents Buck from moving out, then all the better.
Buck is trying to find a new apartment before he gets too comfortable in the Diaz home, but Eddie keeps asking him for things he wants too much to say no to. All he wants is to not hurt anyone, but Eddie seems to be determined to make that impossible.
(Or: the platonic BDSM fic.)
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19 Apr 2026
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“I met a lady on the call the other day, the one I pulled out of the other unit… she said she was psychic and then started talking about granting wishes. It all sounded so ridiculous, but I-I think she did something to me. I know I sound crazy, but I think I have to do whatever people tell me to.”
Buck jerks back, stands to his full height, and Eddie sees the last twenty-four hours playing through his eyes in perfect clarity, without one second of doubt. Buck believes him, instantly, wholly, without question, and Eddie suffocates the sob in his throat.
“Oh, Eddie, you’re…” Buck says, “wait, is that why you were giving that guy your number?”
“That’s your question?” He gasps through a laugh, and it’s wet and dangerous.
“Yes,” Buck says, without an ounce of remorse.
OR
Eddie gets the Ella Enchanted treatment.
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16 Apr 2026
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“How did you get home from the hospital?”
“Took an uber.”
“Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”
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The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.
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06 Apr 2026
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Eddie’s been in love with Buck for years—but he’s good at hiding things, burying feelings, and pretending everything’s fine. Until one night, he just... can’t anymore. He blurts out that he wants to scene with Buck, and to his surprise, Buck says yes. What starts as one scene quickly spirals into something deeper, something neither of them are quite ready to admit out loud. Cue: seven years of pining, mutual idiocy, soft dom!Buck, emotionally constipated!Eddie, a whole lot of feelings, some very intense aftercare, and eventually realizing that sometimes, love sounds a lot like “Color?” and “Green.”
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19 Mar 2026
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A Christmas album, a year of documentary cameras, and zero personal space. Eddie and Buck are supposed to be best friends… but all this fake-friend energy is making it really hard not to
blow, uhm,kiss each other.---
OR, the painfully cliché enemies-to-lovers, miscommunication-fueled thing I threw together last summer
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16 Mar 2026