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Continuing one year after Desperate ends- this is the story of Nick and Charlie navigating their relationship, the growing intensity of it, and the physical distance between them during Nick's first year at University of Leeds.
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“Not without you. With you. Not physically with you, but you’re going to be part of it, Char. I swear. I want you to. I want to talk about this with you because I’m so excited to include you. I want you to visit and feel at home. I want you to have a drawer with clothes and a toothbrush and I can get you all your fancy hair stuff to keep at my place so you don’t even have to pack a bag. I can’t stop thinking about the fact that when you visit, we’ll have the room to ourselves the entire time. No one will interrupt, no parents will text, nothing. Just you and me and our own space. We can talk, we can have sex, we can maybe try new things…I can’t fucking wait.”
Series
- Part 2 of Desperate
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 451,211
- Chapters:
- 52/?
- Comments:
- 1,316
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Bookmarked by Leonicles
11 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
I thought I hated anything BDSM (esp with these boys). Then I read Desperate 1 & 2. Idril is a fucking MASTER writer of🔥. It's sweet, beautiful and hot. I want them to write this series FOREVER.
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Charlie fell first... but Nick fell hardest.
This is a retelling of heartstopper season 1 through the eyes of our favourite bi-sexual golden retriever. Join him on a journey of self-discovery and all the complications that come from falling for your best friend.
Rated Teen for moderate language including a few tastefully placed F-bombs and a couple of not-so-tasteful F-slurs throughout the story. I will provide warnings on the chapters that include the slurs.
Bookmarked by Leonicles
02 Feb 2026
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you're so tender, like raspberries by orphan_account
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
30 Mar 2025
Summary
a series of one shots, which progress mostly chronologically, featuring a trans/sub Charlie and his dom boyfriend Nick - from their first time having sex, to a year into their love.
the first four should be read in order, but, other than that - they’re pretty much all able to be read as standalone one shots.
smut and fluff and trans joy only, no angst.
things get super kinky - including scenarios that may be triggering for some readers - so mind the tags.
UPDATE AS AT SEPT. 2025 - THIS SERIES IS ON INDEFINITE HIATUS. I have plans to add future stories but this is unlikely to happen until 2026.
- Words:
- 160,761
- Works:
- 20
- Bookmarks:
- 234
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Charlie Spring endures constant and horrific bullying during Year 9 after being outed as gay. He tries to ignore it. Tries to not let it get to him. Tries to ignore all the sneers and harsh words thrown at him day in and day out. But it hurts. It gets to him. He slowly becomes more and more a shell of himself, becomes more and more angry, until one day he just snaps. He gets in an all out brawl with the guys who just won't leave him alone and winds up hitting his breaking point, having a complete mental breakdown. Everything changes that day. He's angry, pissed off, and he can't hold it in anymore. He builds a wall of defense around himself made out of violence and anger, shoving all his other emotions and personality down in order to protect himself.
Until Nick Nelson comes along and completely shatters everything he thought he knew, and forces him to start feeling again.
Pt. 18 Current Progress: N/A
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- 127,073
- Works:
- 17
- Bookmarks:
- 68
Bookmarked by Leonicles
27 Nov 2025
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Vignettes of a life lived together by DrabblingForDopamine
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
06 Apr 2023
Summary
A post-canon series following Nick and Charlie through their lives together. The big days and the small everydays. It started as small connected drabbles but has expanded. Loose descriptions of the individual stories can be found in the Series Notes.
Follow Nick and Charlie as they figure out what they want to do with their lives, through marriage, Further education, and expanding the family.
Mostly Fluff. A comforting look into the life they could have.
"What a wonderfully written story! Very eloquent, touching, and approached with the right level of sensitivity. One of my favorite fanfics ever!" CMurff_HS_Fan
"Just re read this for the billionth time. Your fics are some of my favorite ‘escape from life’ fics. Thank you for sharing them! 💗💗💗" Gottriplets
- Words:
- 229,440
- Works:
- 16
- Bookmarks:
- 246
Bookmarked by Leonicles
27 Oct 2025