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    “So, if he’s not your boyfriend, does that mean he’s single?”

    Eddie’s stomach churns at the question. 

    “Um, well—”

    Tom cuts him off.

    “Do you think he’d say yes if I asked him out?”

    Eddie doesn't know why he does it. He just knows that the idea of this man, Tom, wanting to ask Buck out makes him feel like he's going to throw up, so before he can even think about it, he blurts out—

    “Oh, sorry, man, I just meant that he’s my husband, not my boyfriend.”

    or; When Buck and Eddie are in Nashville for the firefighter competition, Eddie accidentally tells one of the other firefighters that he and Buck are married. It goes about as well as you'd expect.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “On the other side of this,” Eddie whispers. “Maybe we can try it.”

    “Hm, okay,” Buck hums, apparently awake, but barely. “What are we tryin’?”

    “I know now isn’t the right time. I’m not - - we’re not ready. But this next bit isn’t going to be pretty. It’s going to be hard. And I need you to know, so you have something to hold on to. So that I don’t forget what it feels like. What it felt like. We could - - we could try.”

     

    Or, after the kidnapping, Buck goes through it. Eddie goes through it with him.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “I don’t know what you want from me anymore,” Eddie says through the door, his voice worn thin at the edges. There’s a soft thud against the wood, and Buck doesn’t need to see it to know – Eddie’s forehead resting there. “Talk to me.”

    “There’s nothing to say,” Buck replies. The words come out flat.

    “How about when you said you don’t need me?”

    Buck exhales, slow and heavy.

    Because that’s it. The lie he wants to believe because believing it would make everything hurt less. The one that keeps failing him – failed him today, almost got him killed, almost pulled him down into the pit because for one terrifying moment he was sure Eddie was gone.

    One bad call, one broken dam, and suddenly Buck and Eddie aren't pretending anymore.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “I think a therapist would disagree with that.” He clears his throat. “Uh, speaking of, I think—I think you should talk to someone. When we get to LA. A professional.”

    That, inexplicably, makes Buck laugh. “Like what? A trauma counselor?”

    “Yeah, Buck,” Eddie grits out. “Like a trauma counselor. Someone who specializes in PTSD.”

    “I don’t have PTSD. I’m immune to PTSD,” Buck deadpans.

    Eddie shoots him a look. “No one’s immune to PTSD,” he says quietly. “No one.”

    On the drive home, Buck and Eddie talk.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “You’re going to make your concussion worse.”

    Concussion? Buck doesn’t think he has a concussion.

    Then again, Buck can’t really think much right now. Every thought slips away from him, seeping through the gaps in between his fingers. Only one sticks, settling in his palm.

    “Eddie,” he says. “Where’s Eddie?”

    “Y’know,” the man sighs, “I’m getting really sick of you asking me that.”

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    11 Mar 2026