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A Failed Language for Wanting by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Dec 2025
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“Dazai. What the hell are you saying. Why?”
Dazai’s mouth opened, then closed again. He hadn’t thought that far.
Because you look uncomfortable. Because I don’t know how to help. Because I keep wanting to touch you and I don’t know where that impulse is coming from.
None of those felt safe to say.
“So Chuuya will stop being miserable,” Dazai said instead, defaulting to insult as camouflage.
Chuuya snorted. “You’re one to talk.”
Dazai glanced down. “I’m always miserable. It’s different.”
or: when chuuya doesn’t show up for a mission, dazai goes looking for him and does what he does best: pokes, prods, and pushes. but chuuya doesn’t need a fight, and dazai is left with the harsh reality that his confusing, inconvenient feelings don’t come with an instruction manual.
Depress December 2025 - Day five - “That doesn’t fucking help.”
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- Part 1 of Depress December 2025
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02 Feb 2026
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between the sting and the stillness, there you were by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Jan 2026
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“Chuuya?” he asked tiredly.
“Mm?”
“Are you still mad?”
Chuuya shook his head, pressing his cheek into Dazai’s hair. “No,” he said. “I was. I’m not now.”
Dazai nodded, eyes drifting shut. They stood there for a while longer, neither in a hurry to move. Chuuya’s hand traced slow, absentminded paths along Dazai’s back—grounding, familiar. Every so often, he pressed a kiss into his hair or the curve of his neck, like he was checking that Dazai was still there.
He was.
or: Dazai dissociates in the shower after a bad fight. Chuuya follows him in, apologizes, fucks him gently and not-so-gently, and then takes care of him until the night goes quiet again. Sex happens, but mostly this is about staying.
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24 Jan 2026
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“It’s okay, Chuuya. There is no harm in admitting that we’re still good at this.”
“It’s a mistake is what it is.”
“It’s just sex, nothing more and nothing less than that.”
“Nothing is ever a just with you.”
Or, the fic in which Chuuya's 100% done with Dazai. Really. Just not done enough not to fuck a few more times.
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16 Dec 2025
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dolls don't have emotions (so why am I so scared?) by DeviBlue
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Jan 2022
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“You found me,” Dazai croaked.
She walked towards him and rested a deceivingly gentle hand on his cheek. He tried his best not to lean into it. Soft touches were rare, especially from her, and she used them to wrap him around her finger. Giving him the love he craved whenever he strayed too far. It was disgusting and humiliating that she still had that effect on him.
“Shuuji-kun, you know you can never hide from us,” she said, just like all those years ago.
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Dazai's past comes back to destroy the life he's built for himself in the light.
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Bookmarked by Lilitt09
04 Dec 2025
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Dazai infiltrates the Port Mafia headquarters because he's on a top-secret mission. No one must know.
He has a very important gift that needs to be delivered to a certain birthday boy, and he's risking it all to do so.
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07 Nov 2025