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    Rumi has always been a bad beta. She knows this intrinsically, as if it’s a fact etched into her skin as permanently as her patterns.

    It isn't for a lack of effort. She tries to be a good meditator, a strong glue to hold them all together. She tries to do all of the right things; she leaves food and blankets outside of their doors during ruts and handles it patiently when the alpha posturing gets out of control.

    She tries, and she knows that it isn’t enough, because if it was, there wouldn’t be this awful chasm in her chest. The constantly underlying want that settles under her skin whenever she’s with Mira and Zoey, or even when she's without them for too long.

    Betas aren’t supposed to want. They aren’t supposed to have this terrible aching feeling that something is missing.

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    Rumi presents late because of her demon blood.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    The 3 times the Sunlight Sisters fed Rumi, Zoey and Mira, and the 1 time they didn't have to.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Rumi knows that she isn't supposed to be here, and she needs to fix that.

    But she can't help but selfishly want to enjoy these girls that she stole from someone better than her.

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    Omegaverse polytrix where the assumption Celine makes is that once the Golden Honmoon is established, Rumi is going to be sent away with the rest of the demons and lose her human half, rather than loose her patterns.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    "Oh we're live!" Zoey's eyes flick up to the camera, her smile widening and both hands coming up to wave vigorously.

    The chat explodes in greetings.

    Rumi remains close to the camera, her brows furrowed together. "How do you know we're live?"

    Zoey gestures at something off screen, "Because I hit that," and then she points over to something in the corner that makes Rumi visibly balk. "And because everyone is saying hi."

    Rumi blinks slowly, "That's moving very fast."

    Zoey lets out a laugh that is equal parts fond as it is amused. She reaches across Rumi for the mouse, faint clicking audible before she's addressing the chat. "Guys, baby's first stream! How do we feel?"

    Or, Five times polytrix is almost outed on Rumi's stream and the slow descent into total freedom

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    22 Jan 2026

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    In hindsight, it should have been obvious. The way Rumi refused to go to the bathhouse, her bizarre relationship with Celine, this whole thing with the Saja Boys? Mira prided herself on reading people, and she felt stupid for not seeing it sooner. The pieces were all there, just waiting to be put together.

    Rumi was gay.

     

    The night after the joint signing with the Saja Boys, Mira went to confront Rumi about her ongoing weird behavior. Instead of letting hurt feelings drive the conversation, Mira took a minute to try and figure out what might be wrong. Unfortunately, she came to the completely wrong conclusion.

    Misunderstandings ensue. They talk it out.

    For better or worse, everything changes.

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    22 Jan 2026