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    part 1: five times they're forced to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they get to be Shane and Ilya.
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    it took thirteen years to get to this table. to earn the right to be Shane and Ilya. it was worth every damned second.

    part 2: five times they choose to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they choose to be Shane and Ilya.
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    after years of hiding, it's a joy to wake up with a choice.

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    12 May 2026

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    The Omegaverse series that I was bound to write eventually.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “He was fucking all over you,” Shane growls, fire raging at a very specific point in his chest now.

    Ilya’s amused smile is fucking diesel.

    “You jealous, Hollander?”

    Shane scoffs, which isn’t much of a helpful response. So instead, he catches Ilya by surprise and shoves him against the wall, choosing his words carefully.

    “I’m not jealous, because I know exactly who you belong to. But do you?”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane loses his temper facing Montreal for the first time. Ilya finds it incredibly hot.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    After a brutal loss for the Metros, Shane does his traditional after-game routine of meeting with his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, in a hotel. This time, however, Shane is met with a baby bottle on the nightstand instead of the regular lube and condom box.

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    Ilya convinces Shane to experiment with smaller items to see just how young Shane feels comfortable being. A baby bottle with warm oat milk seem to be the resolution.

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    17 Feb 2026

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