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The One in Which a Time Loop is Fucking Exhausting. by badpancake
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
17 Jul 2022
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It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.
Steve fails. They lose.
“Steve, how many loops have you been through?”
His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.
“I lost count.”
AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.
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Bookmarked by MichelleCP
27 Jan 2026
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He throws the car in park and removes the key before leaning forward slightly to rest his forehead on the steering wheel. The car shakes as the kids scramble out of it and slam the doors closed behind them. Each resulting WHAM sets off fireworks behind Steve’s closed eyelids.
He just needs a minute. One minute of silence. Then, he’ll go inside to wrangle the kids and clean up before Mrs. Byers gets back.
A hand lands on his shoulder and he jumps into an upright position. The abrupt motion sends pain flooding over the left-side of his head and down through his neck and shoulders. He presses a hand into his left eyebrow, trying to chase the pain away with the pressure.
Dustin still sits in the passenger seat next to him. His hand tightens on his shoulder, eyes blown wide.
“Steve, hey, you okay?”
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What happens to Steve after season 2 ends?
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23 Jan 2026
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The party has done so many crawls they've become routine, predictable. So when Dustin forces Steve's hand, and it backfires, they have to abandon the game plan to take care of one of their own.
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Steve gets to know the front end of a gun before he ever shoots one.
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22 Jan 2026
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Stranger Things (rerun) by HaveYouEverKissedAnyoneMoony
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Jan 2026
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Im rewriting stranger things season five one episode at a time
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Chapter release dates are unclear
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02 Jan 2026
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i need your hand, but i don't want to burn it by jamietarttsnorthernattitude
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
12 Aug 2024
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Jamie hadn’t really thought about where he was going. All he knew was he needed to get out of the house; he needed to get away from the danger posed by his father and the wrath Jamie had set off merely by daring to confront his sober father for no longer being sober.
It hadn’t even been an actual thought; Jamie just ran. He hadn’t considered his destination when he sprinted out the door, yet he somehow ended up standing in front of Roy Kent’s house.
Day 11 of augusnippets - safe & sound
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- Part 11 of Augusnippets 2024
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Bookmarked by MichelleCP
21 Aug 2024
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After Lady Mary and Henry Talbot's wedding, Thomas turns to his steadfast friend, Miss Baxter, for help.
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24 Jan 2024
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My take on the events that followed Thomas' suicide attempt.
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23 Jan 2024
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After Thomas' suicide attempt, we didn't get to see much of what he did, or what happened, that helped him to eventually feel better. It's unlikely he got any professional therapy, but it seems to me that something had to happen that helped him to change. This is my take on what happened--the work he did with himself, and the interactions he had with the people who care about him--that helped him to eventually decide to go on living, and in particular in this story, how he got back to work.
I'll add more character and relationship tags as I go.
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22 Jan 2024
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Many hours after attempting to take his own life, Thomas wakes up. Eventually, so does Mr. Carson.
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20 Jan 2024
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Day 16: On A Need To Know Basis (recovery | scars | aftermath)
Thomas wakes up after attempting to take his own life.
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- Part 16 of Whumptober 2021
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19 Jan 2024
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Thomas is still struggling after his attempted suicide. He doesn’t know how to ask for the help he needs, despite everyone being willing to assist in any way they can. Just because he’s alive doesn’t mean he’s fully better yet. This is a story of Thomas as he starts to heal, through the help of both his friends and his new hobby.
or: Phyllis teaches Thomas to crochet, and he experiences healing and growth along the way
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19 Jan 2024
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what it was that made you strong & what it was that made you weak by denisiya
Fandoms: Downton Abbey
20 Jun 2020
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Jimmy has to leave, and Thomas doesn't have any strength to pretend "normal" to the new kitchen maid.
But what if he doesn't have to?Bookmarked by MichelleCP
29 Dec 2023
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The world is at war, and none will be left unchanged in its wake. Downton Abbey is now a convalescent home where wounded officers are sent to recover, and Sergeant Thomas Barrow couldn’t be more satisfied with his position in running it. But with the arrival of a kind new maid, the downstairs dynamic shifts, and Thomas finds himself in the middle of a strange situation, which only grows stranger as the war goes on. With the answers he seeks hidden in the Abbey’s past, inaccessible to Thomas alone, and danger lurking around any corner, he’ll have to learn to trust his instincts and his allies before it’s too late.
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29 Dec 2023
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Steve gets in an accident. Injured and alone, he may have run out of his nine lives.
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29 Jun 2023
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Everything Annoys Me And I'm (Too) Hot by Ryvis
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)
12 Feb 2025
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This story was inspired by Wei Wuxian's wish to have a little one with Lan Wangji (…beside Lan Sizhui :D)!
The difference: This time, they're raising the child together.
Picks up right after the novel's ending. Crossover with WOH starts at Chapter 15.
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Bookmarked by MichelleCP
14 Jun 2023
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“I don’t want to see him again,” he says, hoping that leading with the part he knows Ted probably won’t have an issue with might make the next bit less difficult, “and I know you didn’t say that I should, but I also don’t… I tried, and I don’t want to forgive him neither. And that one you did say I should do, and I know you said it was for me and not for him, but it still feels like- like saying nothing he did mattered."
Jamie takes Ted's advice to heart - he forgives. Or he tries to. But it doesn't make things better. It doesn't free him from anything, and the text he sent his father makes everything so much worse, even though it hasn't been answered yet. When Jamie reaches his breaking point, he goes through a series of three conversations, seeking help determining whether something is wrong with him, whether it's okay to not forgive, and whether it's okay to decide that he's done trying.
(post 3x11 'mom city', dealing with... all that. gen.)
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Bookmarked by MichelleCP
07 Jun 2023
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"Jamie? Jamie! Oh, no - Jamie - Jamie -" someone calling to him, perhaps across the great expanse, a distant island. He would get there in time, or maybe he would be swept out to the depths, carried away, with just the comfort of freedom. The whole world, available for him to drift across. Prisms of light skittered, through the glass - no - the gems - such beauty, right in front of his face, like a watch he'd never actually worn, because it had always seemed too nice. Agony exploded across his side, wrenching him from his peace, white light rushing over him, water cascading up and taking him down, down, down...
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05 Jun 2023
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“Alright, enough,” Roy says. He reaches out, knocks Jamie’s wrist until he hands over the nearly empty bottle. “This is a fucking celebration. Let’s start fucking celebrating.”
Jamie blinks at him with something like confusion, dark circles like bruises under his eyes. I can’t sleep. And maybe he’s already getting tipsy, but something about the way Jamie keeps staring at his phone is doing Roy’s fucking head in.
“We could play a game?” Keeley offers, crossing one leg over the other. “That’s celebratory.”
Or, a little bit more Roy, Keeley, and Jamie softness, immediately post 3x11.
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25 May 2023
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i wanna scream 'i love you' from the top of my lungs by instantcaramel
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
18 May 2023
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“I think I’m in love with Jamie - “
Roy says at the same time Keeley says -
“I just think I need time to be alone.”
Bookmarked by MichelleCP
18 May 2023
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Title is from 'I'm Fantastic' by Paper Idol.
Inspired by the brilliant Better Angels which I re-read again today and this plot bunny stuck itself in my head. Especially the line, 'how many times has he played hurt'.He tries to hide the bruises, but there isn't much he can do against the prying eyes of people who care.
Jamie's father is determined to make his mark
By any means necessary.Bookmarked by MichelleCP
16 May 2023