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bedshaped (i know you think i’m holding you down) by sodeclasse
Fandoms: dan and phil, dan howell/phil lester - Fandom, Phan, Dan Howell and Phil Lester - Fandom, Dan Howell & Phil Lester - Fandom
07 Dec 2025
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Phil will stay around. He will stay even when the grey cloud is persistent and angry. He will stay a consistent presence, right there next to Dan, when all he does is stare into space. He will stay when Dan is okay and their days are filled with giggles and video games, and when they lose hours of an evening to one another.
Phil and Dan are made up of bits of each other, after all. They are a complicated puzzle so irrevocably fucked up that it could never be completed by another person, and that’s just how they like it.
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Dan and Phil have fallen apart and come together a thousand times.
However, Dan can't help but think there is something a little bit different this time. And his piano echoing around the silence of the flat doesn't help quiet his brain in the absence of Phil.
Based on the song Bedshaped by Keane.
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- Part 5 of songs for friends and lovers alike
Bookmarked by Mmoriarty
09 Feb 2026
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Pick your poison, babe (I'm poison either way) by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
07 Feb 2026
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Phil sighs, and does what every sensible person would do, after being abandoned by their partner of thirteen years because it’s “the best for him”.
He opens Grindr.
He finds some buff guy named Hank who put in a selfie in a fitness studio, posing in front of a mirror to show off sweaty biceps. His bio says “I don’t do that pronoun shit, I do protein”, and Phil knows he’s perfect.
Dan breaks up with Phil. Phil decides to try and get him back the unconventional, yet effective route (Rage-Baiting).
Bookmarked by Mmoriarty
09 Feb 2026
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All your darkest thoughts (are actually quite bright) by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
15 Jan 2026
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“Oh, we’re on this again, are we? In the middle of my plight?”
“Just telling the truth,” Phil shrugged. “I can hear you stressing in your mind, you know?”
Dan shook his head, his eyes gleaming.
“Right,” he said. “Except our fucking neighbours can probably hear it too, with how loud I’m projecting my misery.”
Phil can read thoughts. Dan doesn't believe him.
Bookmarked by Mmoriarty
18 Jan 2026
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Sometimes it feels like you can read your lovers mind. And sometimes you actually can.
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When you build your life out of fear that your mental illness could worsen, it leaves little room for excitement. Luckily, Dan has found a space online where he feels comfortable.
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Bookmarked by Mmoriarty
15 Jan 2026
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What a read omg. I was scared to get into it a first. It was so long and what do i know about video games?! I googled fall whisperer as soon as i read it and it took me an embarrassing amount of time to realize it was made for the fic. I was more and more impressed with the game and story as i read. It was so detailed i feel like i played it myself. The part of the story where (and it may have happened the whole time but in the second half where i noticed) it would go from an irl situation and elaborate on it in game. Idk its fricking brilliant. I dont have words for this but i loved it.
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really really by Ablissa for wiccamoody
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
07 Feb 2019
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"Tell me more," Dan whispers in between one kiss and the next. "Tell me something else."
Phil's brain is hazy, his insides turned to mush, so it takes him a moment to understand what Dan just said. "What?"
"I want to know everything." Dan's voice is soft and quiet, the kind of voice that Phil knows is reserved only for him. "Tell me something else about you."--
2009!Phan. Cuddles in bed, lazy kisses, and secrets out in the open.
