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“If you die, I die.” Pure Vanilla responded quickly.
“Tch. You’ve got everything lined up for you. Futures you could step into and actually shine. You’d throw it all away just because I had one half-baked thought years ago?”
“It’s not half-baked if you’ve carried it this long,” Pure Vanilla replied quietly.
“You’ve got too much to lose. I don’t. It’s that simple.”
Pure Vanilla shook his head slowly. “You’re wrong.”
“Am I?”
“Yes,” Pure Vanilla said firmly, his gaze holding his with unwavering calm. “Because the truth is, what I’d lose without you… is far greater than anything else I could gain.”
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- Part 3 of Lazulis—Cookies
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Shadow Milk does something reckless, leaving Blueberry Cream Cookie to deal with the aftermath.
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- Part 3 of A Splash of Milk
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11 Jul 2025
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WAAAAAHHHHHH WAAAAAAA WAHHHHHH UEEEE WA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 /VPOS
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“Malfunctions.” Shadow Milk’s mismatched eyes held unease, mind whirling unpleasantly. “That’s–That’s what The Witches called these kinds of things, feelings, or whatever. Said they only got in the way and obstructed our purpose. That they were useless and had nothing to give.” He muttered under his breath.
Hesitation rose beneath his dough and in his veins, making the discomfort, that had recently settled rent free in his chest, rear its ugly head. He opened his mouth, to deflect, to laugh it off, to change the subject, to reassure, he didn’t know. With how much of a whirlwind his mind was being, he couldn’t decide on a solid choice.
“Do..Do you believe that?” Was the quiet question that filled the room from the healer. Shadow Milk didn’t know if he was relieved or not that he himself didn’t have to butt in.
Still, a hard question. One he didn’t completely know the answer to.
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Or, Shadow Milk has really bad identity issues and Pure Vanilla tries to help him through it the best he can.
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- Part 2 of SDVN works by Eirian :D
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09 Jul 2025
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WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH EUHEHEUEUUEUEUEEEEEEEEEEE /VPOS
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Shadow Milk respawned as a devoted Shadowvanilla writer. Things spiraled out of hand faster than he originally had thought.
TL;DR: Shadow Milk’s neck-deep in denial, and it shows through his writing — oh, believe me, it shows, alright.
(Just a silly excuse for me to dump all the AUs into one big fic.)
AU summary because I don't know how to name them:
1. The guest Pure Vanilla happened to stumble across years ago appeared before his eyes again, but this time with an unexpected title. (Fluff and Angst)
2. Shadow Milk bought a slave, who (not really) accidentally turned out to be quite familiar. (Romcom)
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06 Jul 2025
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ohhhh this is so silly giggling twirling my hair
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“If you cannot say anything nice, say nothing at all.”
In which Shadow Milk Cookie goes to therapy, gives therapy, loses his spire, his Soul Jam, and even his voice, and learns how to turn a situationship into a relationship. Not necessarily in that order. Will he be a better person when all is (un)said and done? Well not if he has any say in it! Wait…
[On indefinite hiatus]