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Jongho knows he should be grateful for what he has. Not a lot of betas get to be idols, after all. He imagines even fewer get to be in a group with people they love.
But it's hard not to feel a little sorry for himself when, every time one of his members has a heat or a rut, they all pile into a room together and close the door. And when, even outside of those times, they seem to be constantly drawing closer to each other and leaving him behind.
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Then, something occurred to Jongho. “If I’m going to be taking the lead, like Hwa-hyung usually does…” Asking this at all felt horribly audacious, but the idea was too appealing not to at least bring it up. “You don’t have to, of course, but if you wanted to, you could talk to me the way you usually talk to him.”
Hongjoong swallowed, the pink already dusting his cheeks getting darker. “You mean…”
“You could call me hyung,” Jongho offered, his voice dropping lower without his permission as his heart pounded away in his chest.
There was a long silence while they just looked at each other. Hongjoong’s eyes were dark, his pupils blown wide, and Jongho found himself holding his breath. Eventually, Hongjoong opened his mouth.
“Yeah,” he said, quiet and a bit high-pitched. “Um, I mean. Sure.”
Seonghwa is away, and Hongjoong is missing being treated a certain way in bed. Jongho is more than happy to step in.
Set in the same universe as The Distance Between Us, but you don't have to read that first. It's pretty much just smut.
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- Part 2 of When Your Stitch Comes Loose
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It happened slowly, but where they ended up was here: Everyone in the group was in a polyamorous relationship...except for Jongho.
He tried to be fine with it, really he did. But he was spiraling.
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- Part 1 of When Your Stitch Comes Loose
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"...Like, you’d be sitting at your desk and I’d come in to bring you tea or a report, and you would give me some sort of dressing down about my terrible work and incompetence—”
Jon’s smile disappears in an instant, replaced by a grimace. “Oh, God, sometimes I forget how awful I was to you back then.” he says.“Oh no, it’s alright, really!” says Martin. “I mean, obviously you respect me more now and that’s great, but, um. I didn’t exactly mind?” Jon gives him an incredulous look and Martin can feel himself flushing as he continues. “I mean, I kind of liked it.”
Set in a nebulous future where everything is OK and they’re free of the Institute, Jon and Martin figure out sex in the context of their new relationship.
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Caleb and Fjord are very good at Not Talking About Things.
Currently they are Not Talking About how their last mission went a little sideways in a manner that involved public sex, an almost-gangbang, and Caleb accidentally revealing all his most embarrassing kinks to a roomful of unfriendly orcs and Fjord (the guy he was having perfectly normal casual sex with before this whole mess started).
Obviously the best way to move forward is to pretend nothing happened and avoid each other like the plague, right? Good thing they're both so very bad at sticking to a plan.
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- Part 2 of The Deep End
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“Is there something you want to talk about?”
Minho puts down his chopsticks. “To check with you, maybe? I guess I just wanted to get the chance to say I’m sorry.” He admits, rubbing the back of his neck and meeting Felix’s eyes. His whole face softens when he’s being sincere, like all the tension has drained out of it, making him look younger. “I’ve always felt guilty that I never talked to you about spanking you back then. Especially since you seemed so low at the time.”
It takes a minute for Minho’s words to compute in Felix’s brain. Then he leans forward and grabs Minho’s arm, “Minho-hyung, I asked you for that spanking!”
In which Felix discovers Minho might be the best - only - person to help him explore the darker side of his sexuality. But how will they navigate a relationship inside Stray Kids?
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02 Aug 2026
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Hongjoong has always been an insomniac. That’s well known to his coworkers and his friends.
(He's a producer. Sleepless nights come with the territory.)
Less well known is that he sleepwalks.
(But it isn’t a problem. He has it under control.)
It was fine. He was fine.
(Until it wasn’t.)
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29 Jul 2026
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"Why d'you look like that?"
"Like what?"
“Like… cute."It’s stupid, so stupid. A stupid, selfish, irresponsible way to react, but how can he help himself when Hongjoong is so warm and soft on top of him, so willing and pliant, without Seonghwa even doing anything to him? And Hongjoong reciprocates so easily, clinging to him and panting and grinding like he’s in heat.
Four times they don't talk about how Hongjoong acted when he was high, and one time they do.
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26 Jul 2026
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"I'm interested to know," Seonghwa starts, when he's about halfway through filling in the tattoo, "how is it that I've managed to end up with such a little pervert in my chair?"
Instead of awkwardly laughing it off, or asking Seonghwa what the fuck he's talking about, Hongjoong whines, squirming restlessly, and that reaction has to be the most incriminating thing he's done all night.
"I'm not a pervert," Hongjoong whimpers, skin twitching under Seonghwa's needle, "I'm just sensitive."Seonghwa stays late for a client, and he can't even be upset about having to cancel on his date when he ends up with a man like this in his studio.
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Yeosang is asexual: Jongho is not. He loves Yeosang anyway.
Yeosang loves. He lies. He ignores what he wants, just like he always has. After so many lonely years, he starts to think that some chances might be worth taking.
Jongho’s never met anyone whose heart breaks quite so quietly.
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- Part 2 of The World Wore Masks
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18 Jul 2026