Ocelus



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    "I would give anything for her to look at me the way she used to,” her voice was rougher than usual, “The way she used to when she thought we weren’t looking.” She reached out and brushed a piece of hair from Zoey's face, bringing her hand down to cradle the younger girl's cheek. Zoey leaned into her palm, “What if she never does? What if she hates us and there's nothing we can do about it?” Her lip quivered, and her breathing started to quicken, “W-what if we lose her forever?”

    Rumi's stomach dropped, and all she wanted to do was run in there and hug them, kiss them, assure them everything was gonna be alright. But could she? Could she walk in there and tell them they wouldn’t lose her? Could she tell them she didn’t hate them? No. No she couldn’t, because she’d be lying to them. A part of her did hate them, and she despised that. She let out a silent breath as tears clouded her vision. She was gonna lose them. She was gonna be all alone. Her breathing quickened.“No. No. No. No. No. Not right now. Please, not right now,” she thought helplessly.
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    he’s rumi. he was rumi before, and he is still rumi now.

    rumi who cut his hair and finally sees himself in the mirror, for once not hating what he sees.

    rumi who likes being called prince and handsome because it makes him feel strong and capable of protecting those he loves.

    rumi who wears confidence like a second skin, who wears his clothes and not the other way around.

    rumi who gets to choose how to live & gets overwhelmed by how simultaneously easy and hard it is, the burden of choice.

    rumi who holds mira's longer hands and rumi who hugs zoey's small waist. a rumi who's grown into himself.

    a rumi who loves and who is loved right back.

    rumi & gender, a love letter to seeing yourself in the mirror and know that's you. it can only ever be you.

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    Rumi is a demon hunter and this universe’s spider-woman. She alone has been wielding this responsibility for three years before it all begins to crumble: her best friends discover her lies. Celene, the police captain and adoptive mother, raises a gun against her. The demon king itself shows up. And Rumi is trying her best, bleeding, scratching and crawling her way to the golden Hunmoon. She will succeed, but at what cost?

    P.S. Everybody knows that Zoey and Mira are basically in love with Rumi, except Rumi herself. (Even Celene knows). They are on a mission of their own – to confess their feelings for Rumi and then kiss her (multiple times).

    Rumi spider-man AU
    TW: Spider-people can never catch a break; the writers hate happiness, so with that spirit… (I like the angst; it’s for the plot!!!).

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    Mira visits her partner.

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    How dare you make me cry

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    Finally, Zoey blurted it out, voice soft but sharp:

    “Have you ever thought of… something besides monogamy?”

    Mira’s thumb stilled on the screen. She looked up, slow. “…What?”

    Zoey’s hands twisted in her lap. “Like—not open relationships. Just… not just one person. Have you ever thought about being with more than one person and it still being okay?”

    She wasn’t looking at Mira. Her voice was tight, like it hurt to speak. Mira watched her with a furrowed brow, still quiet.

    “I feel so guilty all the time. Because I love you, Mira. I love you, and this doesn’t change that, but I see her and I want to make her smile and I want her to hold my hand and I think she’s beautiful and weird and sweet and I—”

    She finally looked up, tears shining in her eyes.

    “I think I ruined us. And I’m so sorry.”

    Mira just stared at her. Wide-eyed. Silent.

    Zoey’s heart dropped. “Say something.”

    Mira exhaled like she’d been holding her breath for a month.

    Then she visibly deflated—shoulders dropping, head tilting back against the wall—and let out a quiet, choked laugh.

    “…Oh thank god.”

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    Rumi moves in with two strangers and they fall in love boom

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    The most insanely well written AU polytrix fic ever omg, I need to reread it every day if possible