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"I would give anything for her to look at me the way she used to,” her voice was rougher than usual, “The way she used to when she thought we weren’t looking.” She reached out and brushed a piece of hair from Zoey's face, bringing her hand down to cradle the younger girl's cheek. Zoey leaned into her palm, “What if she never does? What if she hates us and there's nothing we can do about it?” Her lip quivered, and her breathing started to quicken, “W-what if we lose her forever?”
Rumi's stomach dropped, and all she wanted to do was run in there and hug them, kiss them, assure them everything was gonna be alright. But could she? Could she walk in there and tell them they wouldn’t lose her? Could she tell them she didn’t hate them? No. No she couldn’t, because she’d be lying to them. A part of her did hate them, and she despised that. She let out a silent breath as tears clouded her vision. She was gonna lose them. She was gonna be all alone. Her breathing quickened.“No. No. No. No. No. Not right now. Please, not right now,” she thought helplessly.
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he’s rumi. he was rumi before, and he is still rumi now.
rumi who cut his hair and finally sees himself in the mirror, for once not hating what he sees.
rumi who likes being called prince and handsome because it makes him feel strong and capable of protecting those he loves.
rumi who wears confidence like a second skin, who wears his clothes and not the other way around.
rumi who gets to choose how to live & gets overwhelmed by how simultaneously easy and hard it is, the burden of choice.
rumi who holds mira's longer hands and rumi who hugs zoey's small waist. a rumi who's grown into himself.
a rumi who loves and who is loved right back.
rumi & gender, a love letter to seeing yourself in the mirror and know that's you. it can only ever be you.
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Rumi is a demon hunter and this universe’s spider-woman. She alone has been wielding this responsibility for three years before it all begins to crumble: her best friends discover her lies. Celene, the police captain and adoptive mother, raises a gun against her. The demon king itself shows up. And Rumi is trying her best, bleeding, scratching and crawling her way to the golden Hunmoon. She will succeed, but at what cost?
P.S. Everybody knows that Zoey and Mira are basically in love with Rumi, except Rumi herself. (Even Celene knows). They are on a mission of their own – to confess their feelings for Rumi and then kiss her (multiple times).
Rumi spider-man AU
TW: Spider-people can never catch a break; the writers hate happiness, so with that spirit… (I like the angst; it’s for the plot!!!). -
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Mira visits her partner.
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- Part 1 of Legacy
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Two's Company (But they want a crowd) by TossLotsofsauce
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
02 Jan 2026
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Finally, Zoey blurted it out, voice soft but sharp:
“Have you ever thought of… something besides monogamy?”
Mira’s thumb stilled on the screen. She looked up, slow. “…What?”
Zoey’s hands twisted in her lap. “Like—not open relationships. Just… not just one person. Have you ever thought about being with more than one person and it still being okay?”
She wasn’t looking at Mira. Her voice was tight, like it hurt to speak. Mira watched her with a furrowed brow, still quiet.
“I feel so guilty all the time. Because I love you, Mira. I love you, and this doesn’t change that, but I see her and I want to make her smile and I want her to hold my hand and I think she’s beautiful and weird and sweet and I—”
She finally looked up, tears shining in her eyes.
“I think I ruined us. And I’m so sorry.”
Mira just stared at her. Wide-eyed. Silent.
Zoey’s heart dropped. “Say something.”
Mira exhaled like she’d been holding her breath for a month.
Then she visibly deflated—shoulders dropping, head tilting back against the wall—and let out a quiet, choked laugh.
“…Oh thank god.”
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Rumi moves in with two strangers and they fall in love boom
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30 Jul 2025
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The most insanely well written AU polytrix fic ever omg, I need to reread it every day if possible
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So mostly it seems like Rumi’s doing well. She wears her patterns openly, almost defiantly. She stops locking herself away in her room. When she wakes in the middle of the night, breathless and panicked from haunting dreams, she lets Zoey find her and guide her to Mira’s room so they can all crawl into bed together, Rumi sandwiched in the middle.
But there are some moments when she loses herself a little, when Zoey can see her teeth clench and her eyes glaze over. Moments when her breath shakes, and she presses her nails so deep into her palms that they come away bloody.
She won't talk to them when it happens.
(After the Honmoon is sealed, Rumi seeks out Celine one last time.)
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Yes, Ava likes girls (and boys). Yes, she has no trouble acknowledging when a girl is pretty, or hot, or both. Yes, horny is one of her few default mindsets. But to be fair, she’s twenty-two and very new at this. Girls, boys, romance, sex. Life. So what if she chose her personal trainer because she let out a loud “hot damn!” when she saw her picture online, along with all the martial arts she has mastered? What if she let instinct choose rather than reason? Who hasn’t? So, yeah. Let her have this, okay? Plus, she’s just looking. Discreetly. She thinks. And Beatrice does seem like she’s a great trainer, considering all the reviews Ava read about her.
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25 Jan 2023
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She stared right into the bright golden mask of a knight, their armor tarnished by splatters of blood and other gore the Princess tried not to notice, lest she give reason for her stomach to spill its contents. The Knight was speaking to her in low tones, but the thudding of her own pulse prevented her from understanding the words. After taking several deep breaths, the Knights words started to become tangible.
“You are safe now my lad-” Delete, Delete, Delete
“It’s going to be alri-” Deeeeeellllleeettteeeee
“Are you-” DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETEOR
The story where Blake is a writer and Yang is a gay mess.Series
- Part 1 of Fictional Relationships
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Yang knows that school can be hard for some, which is why she goes out of her way to be friends with anyone and everyone. Vale High's newest student, however, captures much more of her interest than usual - sending her on a quest to learn more. (Bumblebee High School AU)
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Yang knows her.
Yang knows her in the way her hair shines in the moonlight; black as pitch and terrible as the night.Yang knows her in the shape of her silhouette against the tree line, hiding in the shadows, silent and mysterious, and dangerous.
Yang knows her in the gold of her eyes- in the deep amber so thick and so pure, that she doesn’t suppose she’ll ever make it out, left to drown there.
Yang knows the girl who’s been haunting her dreams. Every night, the same: they don’t speak. Somewhere, music is playing. Something like violins, or cello. They dance, hand in hand, so close it hurts to breathe. They dance in the company of the trees, and those eyes drive her crazy. Those intense, beautiful, deadly eyes.
Yang Xiao Long is a half-witch living in the sleepy little town of Vale. Another year has passed, and its time for the autumnal equinox to pass. This year will be her little sister Ruby's first time joining in the festivities.
When the girl of her dreams crashes the party, however, she starts to think this party may not have been a bust after all.
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- Part 1 of Witchy RWBY
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22 Mar 2021
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Yang's fourteen the first time she meets her soulmate, but not according to the color of her eyes. Her heart, though - her heart's a different story. Blake turns her back on fate, wants to believe there's a love that belongs to her. It's one more thing they don't talk about.
I swear, Yang says, I swear it should've been you.
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20 Mar 2021
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At ten years old the sandlot had been everything to Trini. She loved being the only girl, just one of the guys...that was until a girl with pink converse and a mean fastball asked to play. Magic doesn’t last forever, and with Trini’s family needing to move constantly she had to leave Angel Grove.
Years later Trini comes back to the only place she ever felt like home only to her world that she remembered has tipped upside down. Come to her surprise when she finds out that her family had broken up and the badass girl from her past traded in her glove for some pom poms.
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- Part 1 of Wild Pitch
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23 May 2019
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Bookmarked by Ocelus
09 May 2018