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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Sometimes in war, it's hard to be the one that survives.”

    Gotham isn’t a war. Jason isn’t a soldier. But the streets are still a battlefield, and a return doesn’t feel like much of a return at all.

    (or, Jason experiences a traumatic event, cries in his shitty shower, finds his way to Wayne Manor, and finds Bruce. maybe, if he's lucky, in that order)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    DAMN that is a lot of hurt. hug at end tho does that count as comfort. fucking lovely.

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    Ilya loses a bet with Shane. They both get what they want, in the end.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    god DAMN

  3. Rec *

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    "It was nothing, Ilya. Don't worry about it."

    "Ah," Ilya said, and something like understanding crossed his face. "Was about us, then."

    Shane pressed his forehead to Ilya's neck. Of course Shane couldn't just slip this by, of course he would be figured out. He wrapped Ilya up in a hug and moved his hand up and down his back, in a way that he hoped said it doesn't matter.

    "He just–after he checked me, I called him a dick, and then he said I'd need my big scary Russian husband to protect me. And then he called you a name, and…"

    Shane didn't know how to finish that sentence, so he let it trail off. And it felt so unfair. And I got more angry than I had any reason to. And I hate that I can't go one game without my sex life being brought up in some way. And it's happened a million other times, so why should I have cared on this one specific occasion?

    Over the course of the first half of his fifth season on the Centaurs, Shane considers retirement, homophobia, his public life, family, and his legacy. He also gets a tooth knocked out, visits the beach, and is repeatedly pissed off by how hot his husband is.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane stands there, framed by the hallway light, looking like he’s walked straight out of a bad dream. His face is bruised, there's a gash on his cheek that's bleeding, his lip is split, eyes too dull. One arm is tucked in close to his side, and Ilya knows, knows, it's because his ribs are hurt.

    Shane’s expression is raw and vulnerable in the way prey is when it knows it can’t run anymore.

    “Sorry, didn't know where else to go.”

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    04 Feb 2026

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    28 Jan 2026