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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    An unstoppable force meets a not-so-immovable object. Or, John decides to pursue that affair with Paul after all.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Short and sweet!

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    John had to focus on the situation before him and stop thinking about things that didn’t matter. He was there to record, and march, and be a good husband. Paul wasn’t part of the equation. Paul was uptown, probably looking for some rich bitch from an old New York family to soften the blow of his wife throwing a drink in his face and asking for a divorce. John wished him good luck in finding his second wife and prayed that Paul would leave him alone. The old times were over; the old gang had split up. They were all adults now. There was no going back to what they’d once had.

    AU: After two years, Paul’s marriage ends and he moves to New York City in 1971. John doesn’t take it well.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    V good

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Continuation of Write to Me and Escape.
    John's Lost Weekend happens with Paul in 1973.
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    Paul was laying on his side, hands folded under his cheek. His back facing John. While he laid flat on his back, staring at the ceiling.

    If someone decided to wake them up early, it would be very compromising. But that would be a later problem for them. He's too tired to think about it too much. Paul sighed, and flipped to the other side, facing him. He was bluntly staring and breathing quietly.

    “What?” John whispered. Paul had an unreadable expression on his face. John turned to his side to face him too. The moonlight drifting in from the window hid the color of Paul's eyes. They were hazel. People tried to pin it down to one or another. Brown or green, but they were hazel. Always shifting from the sun's rays. In the absence of the sun, his eyes were brown. Dark brown, almost black. Glinting with white spots from the moon's shine. He could still see a small shine of green and felt satisfied knowing what should be so clear.

    He knows what he wants to say. Hazel eyes gave it away easily.

    I love you.
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    OR: the one where John runs away with Paul to California circa 1973

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    23 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    It's no different, really, is it, from that bed in the club where they'd met Angel. No different at all, not really, except that they're alone, it's dark, and instead of sitting up and leaning against each other, Charles is lying down and pulling Erik to lie next to him.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Nice

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    He doesn’t have a problem with sex. It’s just sometimes things head that way with a bird and then he has to do it because it’s gone on too long, or sometimes he doesn’t feel well—that strangely nauseous feeling limping up his throat—but he has to do it anyway because the other boys are doing it—because it won’t make sense for Paul not to, because it won’t look right.

    And sometimes after it’s fine, and he’s glad he made himself. And sometimes after he doesn’t feel fine. Sometimes after he lies in bed and he can’t stop shaking and he doesn’t know why. Sometimes he sits in the bottom of the shower until the cold chases the ache away.

    Or: The long awaited sequel to 'You Never Give Me Your Money.'

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    18 Jan 2026