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    mostly angsty stuff feat. emo lil yoshiko being horrendously gay for the third years

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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    There are five people in this world Rachel Amber can truly say she hates. Five people she can never quite get away from. It's a highly exclusive list, one that she holds close to her chest. She's never been one to show her cards.

    (two of the ship tags here are content warnings, no need to guess which one isn't)

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    24 Jul 2025

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    and what if i threw myself into the harbor about it!!!!!
    <3

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    Something nervous, terrified, settled into Rumi's features even as she gave a resolute nod. Shakily, she lifted her arms, having to lean against the edge of the tub heavily to keep from tumbling to the side. Pride flared in Mira again, though it was overshadowed by concern for what Rumi was trying to hide.

    What had Celine forced her to keep silent? A million different horrible possibilities ran through her mind but all of them came to a screeching halt when she saw the purple on her skin.

    The one thing she'd never considered.

    Rumi had patterns.

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    What if Rumi got injured during the fight on the train? What if that injury led to the girls seeing her patterns?

    Well they do here.

    Then they eventually kiss about it.

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    16 Jul 2025

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    screaming crying flipping a table. howling at the sky in anguish. they call her tiger 🥺🥺🥺
    i will never recover

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    Mira learned how to be invisible before she learned how to write her own name.

    She learned it in the way her mother’s eyes glazed over whenever she entered the room, only to sharpen with venom if she lingered too long. She learned it in the way her father’s suitcase was never fully unpacked, always halfway to gone. She learned it in the way her brother, the golden boy, never said her name unless it was to tattle, to scold, or to spit it like a curse.

    She learned it in the silence between dinner clinks and the muffled arguments behind closed doors, in the cold rice that waited for her after everyone else had eaten. In the echoing thud of her mother’s voice slurred over soju:
    “You were born to ruin this family.”

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    07 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    "But you have to lift the rocks carefully," Rachel continues, scooping the creature into her hands, "or they get scared and run. Sometimes they even panic, and they leave their shells in a hurry. Then they die to the elements."

    A series of vignettes about Rachel’s hurts, Max’s hurts, and water.

    [ This fic comes with a GIANT TRIGGER WARNING for: Graphic self-harm, one image of body horror related to self-harm and blood, suicide by drowning, self-hate, and parental abandonment and abuse. ]

    This can be read apart from the rest of the series, though there's small callbacks to other entries. (And sorry, I know this doesn't quite fit the "fluff" promise of the series title.)

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    12 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fic that makes me so unbelievably unwell (affectionate)

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    “She took a glance at the other, gaze immediately growing distant the moment the conversation lapsed into silence.

    Chloe wondered if maybe she should be looking for signs herself.”

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    Chloe knows something’s wrong with Max. She does not know how deep the rabbit hole goes though.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    timelooper Max angst go brrrr