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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    There are five people in this world Rachel Amber can truly say she hates. Five people she can never quite get away from. It's a highly exclusive list, one that she holds close to her chest. She's never been one to show her cards.

    (two of the ship tags here are content warnings, no need to guess which one isn't)

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    24 Jul 2025

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    and what if i threw myself into the harbor about it!!!!!
    <3

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    Something nervous, terrified, settled into Rumi's features even as she gave a resolute nod. Shakily, she lifted her arms, having to lean against the edge of the tub heavily to keep from tumbling to the side. Pride flared in Mira again, though it was overshadowed by concern for what Rumi was trying to hide.

    What had Celine forced her to keep silent? A million different horrible possibilities ran through her mind but all of them came to a screeching halt when she saw the purple on her skin.

    The one thing she'd never considered.

    Rumi had patterns.

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    What if Rumi got injured during the fight on the train? What if that injury led to the girls seeing her patterns?

    Well they do here.

    Then they eventually kiss about it.

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    16 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    screaming crying flipping a table. howling at the sky in anguish. they call her tiger 🥺🥺🥺
    i will never recover

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    Mira learned how to be invisible before she learned how to write her own name.

    She learned it in the way her mother’s eyes glazed over whenever she entered the room, only to sharpen with venom if she lingered too long. She learned it in the way her father’s suitcase was never fully unpacked, always halfway to gone. She learned it in the way her brother, the golden boy, never said her name unless it was to tattle, to scold, or to spit it like a curse.

    She learned it in the silence between dinner clinks and the muffled arguments behind closed doors, in the cold rice that waited for her after everyone else had eaten. In the echoing thud of her mother’s voice slurred over soju:
    “You were born to ruin this family.”

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    07 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    "But you have to lift the rocks carefully," Rachel continues, scooping the creature into her hands, "or they get scared and run. Sometimes they even panic, and they leave their shells in a hurry. Then they die to the elements."

    A series of vignettes about Rachel’s hurts, Max’s hurts, and water.

    [ This fic comes with a GIANT TRIGGER WARNING for: Graphic self-harm, one image of body horror related to self-harm and blood, suicide by drowning, self-hate, and parental abandonment and abuse. ]

    This can be read apart from the rest of the series, though there's small callbacks to other entries. (And sorry, I know this doesn't quite fit the "fluff" promise of the series title.)

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    12 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fic that makes me so unbelievably unwell (affectionate)

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    “She took a glance at the other, gaze immediately growing distant the moment the conversation lapsed into silence.

    Chloe wondered if maybe she should be looking for signs herself.”

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    Chloe knows something’s wrong with Max. She does not know how deep the rabbit hole goes though.

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    08 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    timelooper Max angst go brrrr

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    (Inspired by “Polluted Marrow” by PandaHero)

    Sometimes, when your girlfriend’s childhood best friend has stumbled into your life a traumatized injured wreck, the best way to get her to relax for once is using cartoons as free therapy.

    Aka Rachel and Max watch Scooby Doo and talk about emotions.

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    26 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fic!! someone wrote fic of my AU and i'm losing my marbles over it!!!! <3 <3 <3

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    12 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    some good fucking food 👌👌👌

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    Weiss shoots upright.

    It’s silent, utterly and completely, silent.

    She huffs, gasps, in and out, over and over and over as she attempts to unscramble the mess that is her brain.

    It’s dark, but not as dark as her room was, and her bed is noticeably less cold.

    She keeps huffing for breath, for some reason, it feels as if her heart is attempting to escape her chest, like each heaving motion can’t bring in enough oxygen for her lungs. She gasps and splays her hands across her chest in an attempt to feel the rising and falling and convince herself that she’s okay, that she’s all in one piece.

    But she can’t hear anything else.

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    This isn't a happy story

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    01 Sep 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 56

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    Homura goes back again and again and again. She watches all her friends die again and again and again. She is crushed under buildings, burnt by red hot fire, stabbed by thousands of knives, ran over by wheels, thrown through walls, shot, and had nearly all of her bones broken.

    Homura goes back, and her body comes with her.

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    01 Aug 2023

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    👀👀👀
    going so feral over this

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    She didn't want them in her life, all she needed were her memories of a girl who never existed. But somehow, they found a tiny spot in her heart.

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    06 Jul 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    pile /pīl/ n. 1. A heap of things laid or lying on top of one another.

    After they’ve all finished graduating from college, the bsoup crew moves back to Oakland to share an apartment like a hip, fab couple of couples. However, due to a furniture delivery mishap the likes of which would normally be reserved for one of Akarsha’s many online fandom blogs, there was only one bed.

    Just how long can things stay normal between the four of them when every single night they must consign their sleeping bodies to... the pile.

    a semi-canonical, there-was-only-one-bed, poly-bsoup-gang story

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    31 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    screaming crying flipping a table. gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

  12. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Harukawa?”

    Maki looks back at her with slightly downturned brows and marble in her jaw. “What.”

    “What are you doing here?”

    It’s her turn to blink now, all blank yet aback. “I just came here to get something to eat and found you passed out on the floor. It couldn’t have been too long ago, cause your sponge is still wet.” She shakes hair out of her face; her hands are occupied, Kirumi notices guiltily when she remembers the pressure on her back. “What were you even doing?”

    Kirumi stares. “Cleaning.”

    “Without an open window?”

    In which an overuse of cleaning products prompts an unlikely meeting.

    Kirumaki Week 2021 - Day 3: Amusement Park/[Caretaking]

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    17 Sep 2021

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Everyone conveniently forgets that Sonia is a thrill seeker at heart until she’s in the passenger seat and is Akane’s only source of impulse control, and by then it’s too late.

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    15 Mar 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    thenks ray for my Life

  14. This has been deleted, sorry!

    31 Aug 2016

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