PerpetuallyChaotic



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    A collection of fics celebrating Evan Buckley in all the ways the show sometimes forgets to. Buck is my favorite 9-1-1 character, and I’m completely unapologetic about it. He deserves more love, less angst, and way more chances to shine. These stories explore Buck as the capable, loyal, and amazing person he is—because it’s about time he got the recognition he deserves.

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    17 May 2026

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    Four times Shane Hollander held a masterclass in spoiling your partner. And the one time Yuna Hollander learns that Shane definitely learned how to love from David.

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    16 May 2026

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    This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.

    The arena is too loud.
    That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
    He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
    There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
    It stretches.
    He lifts his eyes.
    Ilya.
    Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right?

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    16 May 2026

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    "Yeah, it's- it's me. And Glenn. Glenn's here too- You're- you 'member too?"

    Standing here in a pharmacy that should be empty and dead, in pajamas Maggie hasn't seen in years, in skin that's seen those years, the tangle in her chest suddenly eases. Just a little. Just enough for her to suck a breath in and steady herself. Or try to, at least- the voices seem distant but a tandem, and they're ones she knows. Ones she's missed without even realizing it entirely. Daryl's voice. And then, Glenn's.

    It all feels so far away- feels like so much, as she stands there staring at scars she's supposed to earn over the next two years. Her bare feet are filthy. The morning is hot. Humid. Like it was two years ago. Like it is today.
    She remembers.

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