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    19 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Robby is fifty-four years old after PittFest and trying really hard not to come to terms with the fact that he is trans, even if it means destroying himself in the process. Jack is having none of it. He will love Robby no matter what, thank you very much.

    There is a terrible feeling in her guts. Dread has settled there like a voracious tick, and the more it grows, the more faint she feels.

    Jack knows. Jack knows. He saw the boy in the mirror. The boy who has stubbornly refused to go away since PittFest. She tried to get rid of him. She really did. She tried so hard, but the more she tried, the stronger he became. Now, she can’t look in a mirror without seeing him. It doesn’t matter what she is or isn't wearing, he is always there. Watching. Judging. Reminding her of everything she is doing wrong.

    But at least, he was her secret. Not anymore though. She is certain Jack saw him. And she is certain this is the beginning of the end. Nothing will ever be the same.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    A case study of:
    What exactly happens, when a 54-year-old Chief ER Attending realizes he might be into men. Or- precisely: One man.
    What if he panics about it for several weeks just to discover he seems to have a praise kink on top of everything else?

    Spoiler: Jack Abbot happens.

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    12 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 89

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    "Struggling with all that time alone to self-reflect already?"

    Robby isn't expecting the sudden rush of homesickness that hits him the minute he hears Jack's voice.

    He's only been gone a week.

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    Robby goes on his motorbike roadtrip/sabbatical and while he looks for purpose out on the road, Jack is often on his mind.

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    11 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    He kept walking, moving in circles through his apartment. To be honest he was afraid to stop. He knew what would happen the second he stopped moving. The thoughts would start up again.
    The memories.
    The flashbacks.
    He couldn’t deal with it.

    Or: Robby’s spiraling. He’s had a long day and can’t shut his brain off. Will someone be able to pull him out of the spiral?
    (Takes place a few weeks after the shift from hell.)

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    09 Mar 2026