Shadewalker



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    Fuck, this is what he needs, isn't it?

    This will fix it. This will make it all better. This will make him slightly more human.

    "Make me forget. Make me forget all of it. Magic, Hogwarts, the war." Him. "Just make me forget, please."

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    Remus makes Dumbledore oblivate him after Halloween 1981, moves to a farm in Wales and starts a new life. It's all going great until a mysterious man in Azkaban robes turns up on his porch door seven years later.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Sirius’s thoughts are a slow-moving, impending disaster. How he wants to pin Remus up against the cupboards, to crowd him into a corner; how he wants to intertwine their fingers, to brush his lips against Remus’s forehead, his jaw. Instead, he settles for ducking his head and sliding a finger through the belt loop of Remus's jeans—a ridiculous gesture so utterly intimate, even for the pair of them, that he only allows it because he’s just drunk enough.

    “Stop stealing my bloody clothes, Lupin.” He says, very quietly.

    Remus looks up at him, eyes dark, and murmurs pleasantly: “Better learn to do your own laundry then, Black. Consider it my fee.”

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    It was an impossible thing, living with Remus Lupin--but Sirius was doing it anyway.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The first two nights, Harry sleeps like the dead— or, well, maybe that's not the best comparison, given the number of inferi attacks reported lately.

    He sleeps like a log. Like a dead log. An un-re-animated dead log. From an everyday, inanimate, non-whomping tree.

    After that, Harry wakes up screaming more nights than not, and he even cries on the bad ones, which makes James cry too. In this regard, James reckons that his first week of parenting a full-grown teenage adult bears an awful lot of resemblance to parenting a newborn baby. He feels both blessed and terrifyingly out of his depth.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Just because everybody lives, doesn’t mean nobody is hurt.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “What do you want me to do?” Remus says, tiredly. All he wants is to curl up on his bed. Smoke a pack of cigarettes. Get drunk. He can’t stop looking at Harry.

    “Remus...” Dumbledore is gentle. Remus hates when he has that tone. Hates that he knows it will hurt. “There is no one else left.”

    A bitter laugh escapes him. “So you’ll curse the poor thing with a werewolf for a guardian?”

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    12 Feb 2026