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    Bellamy had been prepared for Octavia to be an omega too, but by the time she's sixteen, he figures it's too late for her first heat.

    So when it comes, he's not ready for it, and he has to give her his suppressants, which is fine. All he needs is an alpha to glare at all the other alphas in his class, and then he can go home and not see anyone all weekend. And Clarke's in that class. She can probably help.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    I think about this fic a lot more than I probably should
    10/10

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    25 Feb 2021

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    😭👌🏼😍🙌🏼
    He is struck with the urge to yank Neil in by his shirt for a bruising kiss. Andrew does not do this, because they are not kissing-in-the-rain kinds of people, and today is not a kissing kind of day. But he imagines it.

    As far as Andrew is concerned, he could not have made it more official with Neil than performing the grand romantic gesture of shattering Riko Moriyama’s wrist on live television. He might as well have proposed to Neil on ESPN, for fuck’s sake.
    Another day, Andrew would hold Neil’s hands still with his own.

    Added 1/4/26 god I love this fic
    It is good to remind himself that there will be other days.

    Neil smiles like he takes comfort in the consistency of Andrew’s attitude.

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    23 Dec 2025

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    As he approaches, David hears the faint sound of a slider door being opened.

    In hindsight, he definitely wishes he would’ve just called out to Shane once he heard that noise.

    But he didn’t. Instead he just continued on through the kitchen, turning the corner to see—

    Shane, on the deck, standing in front of the open glass door. And definitely not alone.

    Or: Chapter 26 of Heated Rivalry from David Hollander's POV
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    Or: It wasn't really about the dishwasher tablets

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.

    Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.

    Nothing can go wrong.

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    21 Dec 2025