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When he finally came back almost eight months after the ladder truck bombing, Buck hadn't expected a warm welcome from his teammates. But as their resentment towards his choice of suing the LAFD never wavers, he finds himself falling into a spiral of depression that could lead to severe consequences.
The Earth never stops spinning on its axis, and just as the sun rises and sets every day and the moon reflects its light, the universe never stops forcing Buck to deal with new and old traumas.
A visit from someone from Buck's past fundamentally changes the 118's views about their teammate, as old wounds are poked and left exposed, and everyone is forced to learn how to navigate their resentments and guilt.
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09 Jan 2026
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5 years ago Evan Buckley disappeared from his sisters life without a trace or word. Maddie has moved on with her life. She has moved to L..A, has a wonderful boyfriend, and a new found family here. She's never forgotten her brother though. She's surprised when she discovers her brother has been working as a nurse in L.A. General's Emergency Room. The sibling's relationship is going to need a lot of mending, but maybe Buck will find his equilibrium along the way.
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06 Jan 2026
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When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. His mind freezes on the man. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. Look at those arms. A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater.
Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at.
Who is this man? Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Why is he on edge all the time? Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction?
Pairing: Kelly/Buck
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07 Oct 2025
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03 Oct 2025
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As Buck spirals after the lawsuit and his family not really wanting him there, he crosses paths with an old acquaintance with benefits who offers Buck a strange yet comforting kind of friendship.
Even if that friend is the Devil himself.
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08 Sep 2025