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they did it for ...you? by angryavocado
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jan 2026
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"In the next life," Mydei says, and Phainon swallows. The next life, because there is nothing for them here. Maybe in the next life, Chrysos Heirs and heroes won't matter. No need for the deliverer Phainon longs to be. Will there be a next life? Even if someone knows, it won't be Phainon. He isn't involved in the affairs of the Chrysos Heirs. "Promise me you'll come see me again. My library is always open to you."
"Of course," Phainon says. He can't help but laugh at how silly all of this is. "I could never miss out on seeing a real Kremnoan dictionary."
Mydei sighs, but he is smiling. "Make fun of me as much as you want. As long as you stay right here in Okhema where we can keep you safe."
Phainon nods, thinking of Cyrene's dreams, the card labeled "Deliverer," and the wooden sword he's brought from home. It's a silly dream, one ruined by the moment Phainon realized his blood runs red.
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“You want me to stay with you,” Aventurine said slowly. God, Ratio probably thought he was a complete idiot right now. Then again, was that really any different from before?
Ratio nodded. “Yes,” he said.
“... Why?”
“Because you can’t take care of yourself,” Ratio said. “And I have enough time on my hands to endeavor to do so.”
“You want to teach me how to take care of myself?” Aventurine said. He was starting to sound like a parrot. Ratio gave him an empty stare.
“That is, in fact, what I said,” Ratio sighed, exasperated. Had Aventurine annoyed him? Whatever, that didn’t matter. If he had, then that was better: Ratio would finally leave him alone.
“Are you sure?” Aventurine asked.
Ratio’s face was slightly pink. Was it hot in here? “Yes, gambler, I am sure. How many times do I have to repeat myself?!”
“No more,” Aventurine said hurriedly, holding up his hands placatingly. “I understand now. Well, I don’t understand why, but I understand that you’re serious. Confusingly.”
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“You have hanahaki?” Ratio asked slowly. Aventurine nodded feebly. “... I am sorry.”
“It’s fine,” Aventurine lied. He felt tears well up in his eyes. Of course Ratio would never say “I love you too.” Not even when Aventurine was dying because of his love for him.
“If there is anything I can do to help—”
“There isn’t,” Aventurine said. His voice cracked. He sat up, suddenly uncomfortable with being so close to Ratio. He swallowed back tears. Aventurine did not cry. Aventurine was just another cog in the workings of the IPC, and tools did not cry. Kakavasha cried. Kakavasha was dead.
“I wish there was,” Ratio said. Aventurine scoffed. Ratio didn’t even care the slightest bit about him, and here he was, saying he wished he could help Aventurine? How ridiculous.
“You don’t get it,” Aventurine said. Against his will, tears started to pool in his eyes. “You don’t get it!
“I—”
“No one loves me,” Aventurine sobbed. “No one loves me, and they never will!”
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Aventurine opened the vial, and Veritas watched him closely as he took a sip, hand reaching out too late to stop him. They both waited with anticipation. Veritas’ eyes widened, frozen in place.
“I don’t feel any different,” Aventurine said.
“Perhaps it takes a bit to activate, dearest gambl—”
Aventurine disappeared into a burst of white smoke, and Veritas blinked in alarm.
“Gambler? Are you alright?”
There was a tiny cough, and then another, and then another. Veritas watched in awe as the smoke cleared and a tiny figure with blonde hair and Aventurine’s eyes became visible. The tiny Aventurine’s clothes were far too big for his figure, and the shirt and coat went down to his knees, the collar hanging off his shoulders.
“Gambler? Is that you?”
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please, hurry, leave me, i can't breathe by angryavocado
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Jul 2024
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“I wonder about your family sometimes,” Ratio said. “The Sigonians were a very interesting people, and I wish I had more than one subject to learn from.”
He didn’t say, I know you miss them. He didn’t say, I wish I could give them back to you. He didn’t say, I could be your family, if you like.
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As the infection grows, tendrils reaching further across the ocean and stretching up to the surface like trees, a little branch of veins catches to the backbox that's been bobbing at the surface for three months.
Ava and her team finally find the box, and in retrieving it, cut it free.
Simon hangs on.
Or; Simon is integrated into Jack as a form of payment for his sacrifice.
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16 Feb 2026
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He is welded into the submarine. He dies. He is welded into the submarine. He dies again. He is welded into the submarine, and he dies, and he is being welded into the submarine, gasping as if his lungs were rotting and drowned in blood.
Simon isn't sure if God is real; Hell certainly is.
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16 Feb 2026
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a few times kel got sunny out of his head, and one time sunny got kel out of his.
(various shameful self indulgent sunkel fics…)
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11 Feb 2026
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There's something Kel has always wanted to say to Sunny. But he doesn't know how. So he writes it in a letter.
Sunny and Kel hang out in Faraway Town.
Bookmarked by angryavocado
11 Feb 2026
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“So that freak is your little boyfriend. Bunch of fucking flamers.”
The rising tension in the air sent a shockwave through Kel’s body. But the adrenaline coursing through his veins had him on a high, and instead of just backing off and leaving well enough alone, he got right up in the captain’s business and did the stupidest thing he could have done. But damn, if it wasn’t satisfying. He looked him right in the eye and spat directly on his face.
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After winning his way to the varsity basketball championship, Kel is confronted by an opposing team member about his relationship with Sunny. Things end terribly. But he doesn't care - he'd gladly end up in the emergency room again if it meant standing up for the one he loves most. Still sucks to have to go there, though.
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- Part 5 of the kel angst chronicles
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10 Feb 2026