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    Just something that gets stuck in my lil ol creepy head.

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    "What could possibly make you stop just like that?"

    Sam anticipated this. Because there must be a reason Sam quit, why he'd forsake the family business, even when the rest of the family was dead and gone. Wanting to be safe or normal doesn't cut it anymore, not after Hell, and the Cage, and Leviathans.

    "A girl?" Dean prods, digging fingers into wounds Sam’s still visibly nursing. Knowing he's hit a pressure point, Dean latches on, unceasing: "Was there a girl?"

    For a moment, Sam imagines the truth. The sweet, fleeting satisfaction of bursting that bubble. Imagines if he told his brother: No. There was a boy.
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    AU of S8 where Sam falls in love with someone else, until the relationship takes an uncomfortably familiar turn.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Genuinely the best abusive/dv fic I've ever read. The depiction of cycles and the traps Sam keeps falling for is heartbreaking...
    I will absolutely read it again after some time.

    Sam/omc fic, uf it's ever deleted

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    “Age of Consent” by New Order blares out, loud enough for Jonathan to hear across the room.  He had been there when Steve chose it a few months ago during another war room: “‘Age of Consent’ is good, I guess.” 

    “It can’t be I guess, dingus!  It has to be enough to save you from a brutal interdimensional death!” Robin snapped.  

    Steve had rolled his eyes.  “What’s Vecna gonna want with me anyways, Rob?  I’ll do ‘Age of Consent.’” 

    Jonathan had known, that night, that it might be the wrong choice.  But he didn’t say anything because it had been years and he could be wrong and maybe some selfish, petty part of him didn’t want to give Steve the satisfaction of Jonathan still knowing.

    Something lifts Steve off of the couch.

    “It’s not working!” Robin screams.  

    And Jonathan knows why it isn’t working.  He remembers.  Whatever high school bullshit Steve has put him through doesn’t particularly matter in the face of watching him be destroyed and turned inside out.  So Jonathan, calmer than he feels, says, “It’s Hank Williams.  Do you have Hank Williams?” 

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    03 Dec 2025

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    Remember. Very emotional and deep and nice

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    “If you could see one person one more time before the big bad Ruskies obliterate us,” Robin giggles, “who would it be?”

    Steve has been feeling so wonderfully unabashedly honest for these last few minutes or months or however long they’ve been here, tied together in their Scoops uniforms and possibly dying from beating-induced brain hemorrhages or Russian poison that he says, without hesitating, “Jonathan Byers. And I’d give him a big ole kiss.”

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Chapter 6. Git tired of slow burn

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    Finney has been stuck in a constant state of self-hatred for the events that transpired 4 years ago.

    A trip to Alpine Lake changes all of that.

    An alternate universe where Finney doesn't kill the Grabber but tells everyone he did.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    I like it so far, maybe I'll continue it later. Chp. 5

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    19 Oct 2025

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    i'm intrigued