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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    06 Jan 2026

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    going to drown in a lake with shane after reading this

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    28 May 2025

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    Their lips slide together, then their tongues curl and she moans, a light, heady thing, come alight with the realization that she is finally, finally home. It’s tender at first, but at the sound of her moan Coriolanus grabs her chin in between his fingers and plunders her mouth harshly. As if this is a punishment.

    You left me, every kiss he gives her, takes from her, breathes. You left me.

    And Lucy Gray—

    Well. For her this isn’t a punishment at all.



    Or: Lucy Gray and Coriolanus can't seem to let each other go.

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    12 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1113

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    31 Mar 2025

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    When Yeonjun’s reflection starts moving on its own he tries to ignore it, tries to brush it off as hallucinations caused by exhaustion and stress. He really hasn’t been taking care of himself. But when he suddenly gets pulled through the mirror and wakes in a darker and scarier world he doesn’t recognize, he is unable to figure out if he has had an actual psychotic break or if he has been magically transported into an alternate universe.
    Which explanation is more believable?
    Yeonjun knows which one is more realistic and struggles to deal with his 'new' life, but he can’t seem to let go of the hope that this just isn’t his world.

     

    - or –
    Yeonjun switches places with a Yeonjun from an alternate universe where he is being sexually abused, and Soobin just wants to love him no matter which world they are in.

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    11 May 2024

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    Clarke's not a woman easily shaken - she has a reputation of being 'logical, level-headed if a little cold-blooded'.

    And then she gets assigned as the new Paramedic In Charge to Firehouse 82.

    Amidst the people she's starting to call her friends, is Bellamy Blake: heroic firefighter, exemplary Lieutenant, complete asshole. Normally, this would have been fine - it's not the first time she's had to work with someone she despised.

    Except dreams keep plaguing her.

    Dreams that start the day she first met him. Dreams of a different life, a different time, a different world. Dreams of him, of her, of them. Dreams that start to feel like memories.

    Yeah, her carefully constructed facade isn't going to survive Firehouse 82.

     

    *Runnerup for the Bellarke Fanfiction 2016 Awards for Best WIP*

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    13 Oct 2021

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    au; harry breaks louis, louis breaks everything.

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    07 Aug 2021

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    03 Jan 2021

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    Harry is overwhelmed by his own power and fame and angst, so he's become a hermit. Draco Malfoy is tired of the melodrama.

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    10 Mar 2020

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    Before Stiles had arrived he’d googled what exactly could come under the topic of ‘rough sex’. Paddles, handcuffs, spanking. The bruises suggested that whomever he would meet tonight would want to knock him around a little: Fully simulated non consensual sex.

    Stiles flicks his eyes to Peter and has to almost instantly drag them away again in fear.

    This man wants to assault me.

    Stiles enters into an arrangement with a rich business man to make some money to pay off his College debts.
    Written for Shipping With Stiles week.

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    05 Mar 2020

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    Going up to the NHL was supposed to be a new start. Everything would be different there.

    It wasn't quite that simple, but Aaron had help to figure it out.

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    29 Feb 2020

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    Claude wakes up in Memphis, in Aspen, in Amsterdam, in Sydney. Some days he doesn’t think about Sid. Some days he lies.

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    23 Jun 2019

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    His real father was a hero who’d died in the line of fire, pun and all intended there. Chris was a hunter who had trouble sticking to a Code that could fit on the back of a matchbook.

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    05 May 2019

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    Steve asks, “What’s going on, Buck?”

    As in What’s Eating Bucky Barnes.

    Except of course it’s more like What’s Bucky Barnes Eating.

    (The answer to both questions would be sometimes nothing, sometimes everything.)

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    24 Apr 2019

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    "You're going to have to make it a kill shot" Clarke makes a shot, but not to kill. Now she and Bellamy have to live with the consequences of her actions and of the hatch door not opening.

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    19 Jan 2019

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    Everything about them had a steady pace: a couple hundred tiny steps and then one big leap, like the way the wind would blow against a door that never closed all the way, little by little until eventually it flew open all at once.

    Or the story of how two walking disasters gradually stumble into something beautiful.

     

     

    Version 2.0, edited, cleaned up, and somehow longer.

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    21 Jun 2018

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    03 Aug 2017

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    26 Sep 2015

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    He doesn't know why he's here.

    The Solider doesn't know why he's drawn to the broken, run down tenement building, or why frail, trembling blond he has pinned to the living room wall, stirs something aching, and desperate inside him. It stirred a shiver deep in his bones, and dragged the aborted memories of tender nights spent under the smoggy city lights to the surface of his mind. It dredged up thoughts of kissing soft pink lips, and whispering endearments into pale gold hair.
    But his voice brought memories that tore wounds in the Assets mind- that brought pain, and confusion, and fear- like broken glass being ground into his skin.

    It was too much. It was too much-

    So the Soldier takes off the mask, and puts it on Steve.

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    09 Sep 2015

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    It's starting to get harder for Steve to find reasons to get out of bed in the morning.

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    22 Aug 2015

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