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    Sam guiltily confesses his feelings for Balthazar (in the name of full disclosure.) Balthazar’s not interested... until a particularly difficult heat gets him reconsidering. After all, Balthazar's the one holding all the cards here. Maybe this thing could be mutually beneficial. If only the ghosts from his past could have less rotten timing.

    Inspired by Heretic Pride and Maybe Sprout Wings, by the incredibly talented casuallyneurotic.

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    10 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Aging is never easy. Especially when you've had a lifetime of trauma which tends to resurface at the worst times. And as the years go on, Bal is learning the new struggles which come with a declining body and the need to reach out and trust his family.

    An anthology of vaguely connected stories set well after casuallyneurotic's Maybe Spout Wings which tell the tales of the best found brothers out there.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Castiel doesn’t know where the runaway in Dean has gone, but he’s not sure that man exists anymore. The omega in his backseat has been badly broken. He hasn’t said a word to Castiel; hasn’t protested aside from flinching, hasn’t even pleaded to be spared. He’s just… empty. Tired. Castiel can smell layers of fear, sour and old on the omega’s skin, an emotion so often felt that it’s now a permanent stain on his scent. He can only begin to imagine what Dean has been through to put him in this state of apathy.
     
    At sixteen years old, Dean Winchester signed away his life in order to protect what he loves most. He's spent the last eleven years as the property of various alphas, each crueler than the last. Purchased by a new master that promises him nothing but safety, his life is about to dramatically change - and with any luck, it will be for the better.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is the perfect embodiment of what it means to be an alpha: dominant, relentless, proud of his caste, with no intention of hiding it.

    Shane Hollander, against all odds, has proven he can be far more than an omega—as long as that truth doesn’t interfere with hockey, the only place where he allows himself to exist without labels.

    In the world of hockey, they are declared enemies. While Ilya embraces his nature and displays it without shame, Shane fights to prove there is something beyond biology, something that cannot be measured in pheromones or hierarchies.

    Everything fractures when Shane’s suppressants fail during an NHL event. With no options left and against all logic, he is forced to turn to Ilya.

    No one knows exactly what happened that night. And although Shane adamantly refuses to repeat it, Ilya begins to give in to a pull that understands neither pride, nor rivalry, nor rules.

    Nature does not forget.
    And it does not forgive.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov offers to help Shane Hollander during his heat.

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    15 Jan 2026