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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Kris has been struggling with accepting himself for more than a decade. He hates himself without realizing it, but one situation prompts him into introspection and he slowly starts to see the light and accept himself. Inevitably, it leads him into realizing he has been in love with his best friend for a while.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    Ненавижу Быть Собой

    "He would be just another perfectly straight guy on the streets of Ljubljana. Which he is, he has to remind himself. He really is."
    "And he realises at that moment, with full force, why he was saying all that stupid shit for years, and he knows why he wanted to stay behind last evening, and a part of himself he tries to shut up but can’t already knows why he kept spewing that shit at Bojan the most."
    Kris being so scared of allowing himself to understand he's guy that he ends up taking it out on others and himself.

    "Except… Except."
    and then he starts keeping his distance 😭 to protect himself, but still, OUCH 😭

    Love Jan going "why are you saying sorry for being gay you stupid dumb fuck"

    “And if a part of him is dying, expecting Bojan’s next words to be “he’ll be staying in my room”, then he promptly shuts it up because he has zero right to be jealous.”
    The worst thing about this is that he’s right, he DOES have zero right to be jealous.

    "How do you cope with it?” does he?

    “Easy for you to say”, Bojan responds. “You’re not in love with your friend.” BOJAN NO 😭😭😭

    "Kris can’t help but wonder if their friendship can ever be the same after this." 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    BOJAN COMING TO KRIS TO TALK 😭😭😭😭 even if he maybe needed a nudge from Nace, everyone (Kris and Bojan) say thank you Nace <3

    "Bojan is silent for a minute, his face unreadable, and Kris is sure this is it, this is the end of their friendship" omg no, imagine how scared Kris must have felt in that moment 😭😭😭😭😭😭

    "It was all you. It was always you."
    “It was always you. It’s still you. It’ll always be you.” IT WAS ALL HIM; IT WAS ALWAYS HIM; IT WILL ALWAYS BE HIM

    "And yeah, seeing you glowing after screwing around made me so proud of you, and so happy for you, but it also broke me." HE WAS SO PROUD OF HIM AND SO HAPPY FOR HIM BUT IT STILL HURT TO SEE IT HAPPEN 😭😭😭

    I love this whole story so much, I don't even know where to start, this is perfect from Kris realising and accepting he likes guys to the others dragging it out of him and being happy for him to everyone seeing Bojan acting gay too around Jere to Nace watching out for Kris when he's clearly hurt to probably Nace sending Bojan to Kris' room so they can finally talk it out and be happy together instead of miserable 😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    You know I had to do this after the ginger shots video. I had to make them all soft and admitting their feelings and shit.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    CUTE

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Isn’t that one of your rings? Subtle,” Jan teased. “Especially with how he keeps flashing it.”

     

    ((Technically in the “Incoming Call…” universe but can be read separately.))

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    26 Jan 2024

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    "If" - "WHEN" 😭 because they might have just started dating but they've been friends for a decade, they know this is it for them 😭🥺🥰❤️

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Bokris prompt inspired by maks not wanting to think about his brother's dating life thank you very much ( I imagine this as like a short dialogue only or texting format but feel free to interpret as you wish! )Basically maks staying the night with Kris and bojan or Bojan staying with the gustins over Christmas, maks hearing noises he does NOT want to hear during the night and confronting Kris about it

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    17 Jan 2024

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    this needs to be bookmarked just for the
    "I’m not asking Bojan to fuck me, you creep.”

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    bokris prompt: bojan finds kris speaking dutch hot (like ofc he does who wouldn't) and asks him to teach him some words but kris uses it as a chance to freely express his feelings for once and just mess with bojan telling him it's something like the weather is nice today when in fact it's i'm in love with you or something like that hjdjfjgkg (bojan may or may not find out what that really was about)

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    09 Jan 2024

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    KRIS HAS ALWAYS LIKED BOJAN; SINCE DAY ONE. Also Kris my idiot bby, that's not how filler words work.