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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    Scott Hunter doesn't come out. Ilya finishes packing for Moscow, goes to bed, and wakes up in the wrong universe. He finds his way back to Shane somehow.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “How should we expect this night to go?” The reporter was hyped up. Ilya couldn’t blame them; the rivalry between Ottawa and Toronto was as new as it was personal. There was no shortage of stories to write, and they all knew it.

    So Ilya shrugged when he answered. “We will see. Perhaps a visit to the penalty box–” he smirked. “My vacation home.” Ilya liked to tell reporters that the Toronto penalty box was becoming his vacation home. He liked saying it; Centaurs’ fans liked him saying it; the Toronto fans loathed it, too. Win-win-win.

     

    Ilya Rozanov and his teammates have a bad habit of ending up in Toronto's penalty box. Shane Hollander has a special gift for the penalty kill.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Ilya knew it was best savored over time, but it was so very difficult not giving Shane Hollander exactly what he wanted.

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    Ilya frowned at his phone. He shouldn’t be frowning. Not really. It was a great win for Boston that night, and he put up a goal and two assists during the game to get them those two points in the standings.

    The All Star Game rosters had been revealed during the broadcast, one person from each team to start, and then some wildcard choices fans could vote in. Ilya had known for a long time he was going as Boston’s choice.

    But Shane Hollander wasn’t on the roster.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    It was horrible like this, to have him so close. To feel the heavy drape of his arm across his chest, the press of his feet on his shins. The play of intimacy. It was a bruise, turning darker with every moment. And Ilya pressed on it.

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    With Shane Hollander out of the International Prospect Cup with an injury back in '08, Ilya Rozanov had easily led his Russia to victory, been the no brainer first draft pick, made Boston a force to reckon with again, and beat Scott's own old record in the shot accuracy competition at the All-Stars game like it was nothing. Now, he's been awarded Rookie of the Year, to absolutely nobody's surprise. Plus, he seems fun to do shots with.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Yes!

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    Ilya googles Scott Hunter in his hotel room at night. He also reads some interviews.

    Scott Hunter is an orphan. He lost his parents when he was twelve. A drunk driver killed them both.

    Twelve.

    Ilya’s stomach tightens into a knot. He can’t keep the memories away. They’re rising from the grave he tried to bury them in so many times. Mama.

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    Ilya, Scott, and the transformation of their relationship(s).

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    07 Feb 2026

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    hooray!

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    Ankle sprain at fifteen, broken ribs and another lost tooth at sixteen. At seventeen, a hairline clavicle fracture that almost cost him his spot at Juniors. Shane's a good patient. Quiet, says please and thank you to the nurses, always does his physio. Never, ever complains.

    And then he gets his first concussion.

    [AU after the end of ep 4]

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    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “I think you are very reckless. Perhaps even reckless enough not to protect your head when you saw a hit coming.”

    Caught. Shane’s heart like a fish on a hook, flopping uselessly.

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    Hudson handed the phone back. He was smiling. “Oh, my.”

    “Insane, right? The man’s a cipher.” Connor put the phone, which was psychically shrieking at him, face-down on the rock. He still felt an intense sense of indignation and embarrassment when he thought back to his attempted seduction of Jacob in the trailer, though he was, as licensed hypnotherapist Colin Tipping advised in his best-selling book, trying to forgive himself.

    “I mean.” Hudson caught his wrist. His hand started travelling up Connor’s forearm, fingers pinching and tugging at the arm-hairs. “Is it really so mysterious?”

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    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “His pleasure is compounded by a pleasure-like relief that he doesn’t have to do or say a whole lot. Obviously Ilya is checking in, making sure that Shane is actively liking this, but these guys have pelvis-to-ass chemistry. llya knows how to take care of him. The passivity is the fun of it, like riding a roller-coaster, or watching a horror movie. Especially their first time, because Shane is basically just holding on for dear life. And that changes a bit as the series goes, but not by a whole lot.”

    Well!

  8. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Huddy,” he said. “Can I ask you for a very special birthday present?” 

    “Connie.” Connor’s lips were so pink, but the half-light out on the balcony darkened them; made them the colour they should’ve been, from all that smoking. God, Hudson wanted to kiss him so bad. “Please ask me for your very special birthday present. I will move heaven and earth. I will move the city of Beverly Hills and its entire population of purse dogs.” 

    “So committed.” Connor stroked at Hudson’s skin through the lace neckline of his cami. “I want you to make out with François. Just a little. As a treat, for me.” 

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Ok, I'll bite. I bit. The teeth are out.

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    Dialect (ˈdī-ə-ˌlekt). Noun: A variety of a language used by the members of a group.
     
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    Shane's been fucking Ilya Rozanov for a decade and yet somehow the more time they spend together the more he realizes how little he actually knows about Ilya, like, as a person. As a partner. 

    Again, he wishes he spoke Russian. That they had any shared native language besides sex and hockey.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Rare beast of great post-cottage

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “I need you to tell me what you’re thinking,” Shane whispers, reaching across the space between them and rubbing his thumb along the bunched muscle of Ilya’s jaw. “I can’t keep guessing, I’m not good at it. I keep getting it wrong.”

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    “Ilya, pozhaluysta,” he murmurs. “What are you thinking about?”

    “You have never wanted to learn before,” Ilya whispers, like the words are being pulled out of him. They’re paper-thin; they wouldn’t be able to stand up on their own. “You have had eight years to ask me. I would have taught you. I would have loved—it.”

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    On July 4, 2018, Ilya announces to the world that he has already played his last home game on Boston Raider ice. He's an Ottawa Centaur now, for better or for worse.

    Most all of Boston Twitter agrees it's for worse.

    Shane Hollander, watching alone on his couch at the cottage that Ilya just left a few days ago, knows it's for the better. And he thinks he knows that Ilya thinks it's for the better too, that Ilya's excited for the move, excited to be closer to Shane. It's just hard to remember that when Ilya looks so distracted and sad in the wake of the news breaking.

    But one day, Shane's going to promise this man that he'll be there for him through better or worse, so he may as well start practicing now.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    maybe has too much pride to jerk it in the kitchen in front of his little bunny plates

    Heh.

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    So Shane Hollander is, how do you say in English, a dirty little thief. A clothing thief, to be precise. Ilya can't say he saw that coming, but he also can't pretend he's all that mad about it.

    His shirt looks good on his Shane. On Shane. On Hollander.

    Right. His shirt looks good on Hollander.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Yaaaaaaaassss

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    ch. 3: “It had been a giddy little plan for a quickie over the counter, hadn’t it; now the smeared wreck of Shane's face caught the self-indulgent edge of Ilya's control. Shane lolled his head up when Ilya didn’t let go of his cheek. A grin tugged along the sunshaft of Ilya looking, of Shane looking back. Fucking Saturdays.”

     

    this is a repository for sundry one-shots and character studies

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    04 Feb 2026

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    because Shane was always dumbfounded when he was given exactly what he wanted for doing exactly nothing

    Plug!

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    “Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”

    “Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”

    “Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”

    “Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”

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    At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane reassures him because he remembers being eighteen. The pressure of being close to making it but not there just yet—knowing it’ll happen but worrying at the same time that somehow it won’t and that life you’ve dreamed about, seen slivers of, will dissolve into nothing. There’s no certainty with this sort of time travel, not for Shane. Just more doubt.

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    It had been a very weird day, but Shane wasn’t going to jerk off about it a second time.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov was nudging up against him, and then pushing inside of him, and it turned out that every shameful squirming half-articulated fear Shane had ever had about himself was absolutely true, because he fucking loved it

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    Regina to Edmonton was nine hours by bus if the weather was decent; it took a bit longer if — for example — your bus lost power on Highway 11 just past Dundurn, Saskatchewan.

    Team buses, night drives, and one way things might have started differently.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    What if?

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    Rozanov stares at him, then crawls up his body until they’re face to face, Rozanov’s tacky fingers on Shane’s jaw when Shane tries to look away. He tilts Shane’s face up until their eyes catch; holds him there. “You fuck yourself,” Rozanov says, “with a dildo bigger than me. How often?”

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Mmmmh. I love a good Situationship Era piece of smut. Gorgeous!

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    “Boring?” Shane asked, heart in his throat. The wet thumb on his chin stroked his bottom lip lightly, almost reverently, and Shane tried not to feel too light-headed from that simple touch.

    “No,” Ilya finally replied quietly, his gaze melting into something unbearably warm as it took Shane apart. “Boring is better.”

    Fuck, who let him say things like this? “I’ll find you one. A good replacement. No more smoking.”

    “Hollander,” Ilya deadpanned. “I will not suck your dick every time I want cigarette.”

    Shane made a show of rolling his eyes, trying—and failing—not to blush at Ilya’s crude language. “Fuck you. I wasn’t saying that."

    Or, Ilya starts smoking again, and Shane suggests lollipops to help him quit. It might be the best and worst idea he's ever had.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    It’s like the more Shane tries to filter his mouth and fight his feelings and emotions so they’re locked tightly at the back of his head, the more they pour out of him, an easy catalogue for Ilya to read through. He says, don’t, his brain screams please, and Ilya catches the latter.

    *screaming into a pillow*

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    The text arrives a second later. Being stuck in the airport is almost as boring as you

    Another text from Lily: Send me a picture. I’m sooooo bored.

    Shane lifts his phone and snaps a photo of the screen above the airline kiosk instead. JFK -> PHX - CANCELED. He hits send.

    The phone rings immediately. “You are at JFK,” Rozanov says. Not a question.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Sand

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    “Yes, sweetheart. I’m here.” She tries to school her voice into something neutral, something that hadn’t been up all night, pacing Shane’s luxury hardwoods.

    The place felt haunted without him, not just empty—but expectant. Ginger ale and coke in the fridge, four pieces of salmon marinating in lemon and thyme. There’d been condoms on his nightstand. And lubricant—which was good, wasn’t it? He obviously cared about his partner. Or partners, David had said, unhelpfully.

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    Or: Yuna visits Shane in the hospital.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ouch, but the good kind

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