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Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)or,
Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.
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- Part 1 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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23 Jan 2026
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jan 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2008.
What?
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22 Jan 2026
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The Charity Auction by house_of_lantis
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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A month after two stolen weeks at Shane’s cottage, Ilya was struggling with the return to secrecy. They were together, boyfriends in every way that mattered, but no one could know. Their careers demanded discretion, even as Ilya chafed at stolen moments and locked doors. When Shane agreed to participate in a charity auction and was bought by a handsome stranger, Ilya’s carefully controlled composure cracks, jealousy and insecurity flaring to the surface. Forced to confront his fears, Ilya and Shane must rely on hard-won honesty as they navigate public obligation, private desire, and the quiet work of loving each other in secret.
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22 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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22 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is an alpha, and to the rest of the world, so is Ilya Rozanov.
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20 Jan 2026