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little talks by lettersoup (cfmara) for etherealtulip
Fandoms: 회귀자 멱살 잡고 데뷔합니다 - 제르메 | Grab the Regressor by the Collar and Debut! - ZERO_ME_
26 Jan 2026
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It was like falling in love: you could come up with a lot of things to say, but they never really managed to actually convey the core of it, or why. In the end, every reason was trivial compared to the feeling.
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evasive maneuvers by lettersoup (cfmara) for nitilia
Fandoms: 괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나 - 백덕수 | Even If I Fall Into a Ghost Story I Still Have to Go to Work - Baek Deoksoo
18 Jan 2026
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For appearances’ sake, he ruffled Jaekwan’s hair, patted Soleum’s shoulder, then his cheek, telling them not to worry, that he’d take care of it. Everything. He smiled as he said it. This was, after all, what he was good at. He’d always been a good senior: reliable, observant, someone who watched over others and kept track of things, just in case. And really, what was money good for, if not to smooth over moments like these?
All in a day's work for a bureau agent.
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pen number fifteen by goonerologist (cfmara) for psychoguava
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
26 Dec 2025
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Woodan’s skin is terrifyingly warm, for someone so pale. He doesn’t normally blush, at least not visibly, but Eugene can feel the hot patches where blood has worked its way up beneath his skin, gathering in tight knots of embarrassment. Ethan has Woodan shushed quiet, fingers firm at his teeth; his lashes flutter as Ethan crooks one long finger to press against the roof of his mouth, then draws it back further, to where Eugene knows he burns the hottest.
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before it all blows over by goonerologist (cfmara), psychoguava for sticker_bites
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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Up close, it’s harder to ignore the exhaustion in his eyes. The way his irises dim, dulling around the edges, the light in them dying. Moondae hates it. Hates the false heroism, the way Jaehyun simply insists on acting like this is all perfectly manageable right up until it very much isn’t.
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hypotaxis by lettersoup (cfmara) for trulydead
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
17 Dec 2025
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Home. They’re going home. Together, with Moondae. Moondae, who is alive, and well, and strong enough to sleep through the drive. The relief is sharp enough to cut him. He has to bite his lip to keep quiet, to stop the sound that rises in his chest, the sob that might shake Moondae back to wakefulness. He’s suffered so much, and all Ahyeon can do now is feel it belatedly, uselessly.
The loss of his best friend is a painful thing.
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i wanna join your club! by katastroma for cfmara
Fandoms: 회귀자 멱살 잡고 데뷔합니다 - 제르메 | Grab the Regressor by the Collar and Debut! - ZERO_ME_
16 Jan 2026
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'No offence to Soda’s looks, but... Moochun should've debuted at Rene, instead of being the person managing the debuts...!'
Set some time after Chapter 278: Dessert.
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27 Jan 2026
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can everyone please just read this fic (+ novel) rn immediately...!!!
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the world's greatest romance by Anonymous for cfmara
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
28 Dec 2025
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The moment I awoke to the sight of a blank ceiling, I knew something was wrong. Where was the Flower Deer poster that I had plastered above my bed? Where was the Choose Your Side acrylic I had displayed on the shelf? And where was the Seon Ahyeon stained glass window I had commissioned?
The moment I checked my ID, I was so shocked that I could have died. I had inexplicably found myself in the body of ...
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Shoot, what did Choi Wongil ever do again? He was such a minor presence in Debut or Die that I honestly forgot about him.
A Seon Ahyeon solo stan isekais into Choi Wongil.
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29 Dec 2025
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> Seon Ahyeon stained glass window
new commission idea -
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Hi^^ this took me so much time, but it's worth it!
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what it means to live / for your consideration by etherealtulip for oldtalkingbicycle
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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debut or die
staring: park moondae as “park moondae”
★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
critical reception was mixed.
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when you wish upon a star by psychoguava for cfmara
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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As he looks at that face, a line he’s repeated countless times to his hoobaenim suddenly pops into his mind.
With Jin Chaeyul away, he says, “Want to join LeTi?”
The man blinks, confusion flickering across his features before he jerks upright and nearly drops his banner.
His mouth opens. Closes. Opens again. A beat passes, then: “U-uh, what? Eh…?!!”
Cheongryeo and Keundal at TeSTAR’s concert.
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22 Dec 2025
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the loveliest keundal moes... when will I get a part 2