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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Dazai thinks that using drugs is a good idea (spoiler: it isn't)

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dazai almost kills himself and Chuuya finds him.

    “ The room was messy. There were clothes on the floor, cups on the desk, random things scattered around, and empty pain medication pill bottles on the floor next to Dazai’s bed. Sitting next to the pill bottles was Dazai. Chuuya’s eyes zeroed in on him as soon as he saw him while he tried to process what he was seeing. Dazai was sitting, unmoving, slumped up against his bed. His arms and legs were littered with cuts and gashes, all dripping blood and looking extremely painful. In Dazai’s hand was a razor blade and the edge was dripping with blood.”

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    26 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “ ‘there’s only so much one child can take’

    were the first words odasaku spoke to him

    after finding his soon-to-be corpse, passed out
    on the floor of his shipping container, deep and
    shallow cuts everywhere on his body, and an
    empty bottle of prozac sitting right next to him.

    He wasn’t a child (not that he ever was), but he wasn’t a man either, let alone human. “

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    Dazai reflects on the time oda found him after a suicide attempt.
    Dazai is healing, slowly, but healing.

     

    EDIT!
    written rly badly don’t get a bad impression of me from dis gng

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    26 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Bound by love, cursed by a broken destiny. Two best friends, each haunted by their own demons, rely on nothing but each other to survive. One knows the truth of their feelings, while the other is blind to it, until it’s too late. When Dazai finally snaps, an act of violence lands him in jail, shattering everything they’ve built. In a world where they were each other’s only lifeline, their bond unravels as they’re forced to confront the destruction they’ve caused, both to themselves and each other. Nothing will ever be the same.

    or, teenage au based in the 2000s, where they could only rely on each other. until one day dazai snaps, and ends up in jail, leading to them drifting apart.

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    23 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai hates his birthday. He doesn't feel he deserves to have one because only people, humans, get those and Dazai doesn't feel human. So, On his 15th birthday, he plans on taking a lot of medication he stole from Mori's old doctor's office and swallowing it down with some sake he found in Mori's old desk in said doctor's office. Unfortunately, things don't go the way he wants...

     

    Or: Dazai tries to overdose on Meds on his birthday but is saved last minute by Chuuya.

     

    PART 1 OF A SERIES: Happy Birthday Dazai

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    23 Feb 2026