cripplingdepresso

the words "are you?" laid on top a plain green background, a parody of the album cover of Charli xcx's "brat"



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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Like an archivist, Jay continues dutifully onward. He noses along the curve of Matt's neck, smelling the sweat there, going dizzy with desire, before moving his lips to the corner of Matt's mouth. And then his cheek. Jawline. Up around the temples and back down around the ear, neck, throat, collar bones, shoulders. Jay moves with a ruthlessness dedicated to worshiping every inch of Matt until he's squirming.

    "Jesus, Bird," Matt pants, "is this what you're like with women? Coming on kind of strong, eh?"

    Jay doesn't look up from where he's sucking at a mole on Matt's stomach. "You like it."

    Matt's leg hooks itself over Jay's back.

    "Yeah. I do."

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    30 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 8

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    He hadn’t made a move back then because he was stupid and he had not been planning on making a move, ever, because he was scared. He wasn’t scared now, though. His Jay was downstairs. This Jay had been looking at him so sweetly, trustingly, before he slipped back under the covers. It was a whole different thing, right? 

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    30 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 5

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    Jay has a type of guy he gravitates towards and that results in bringing another one back to his tour bus

    (Famous Jay au with implied MattJay stuff)

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    24 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 36

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    Through everything, there's an overlay of I want to take his hand, that's so stupid. It's dark here, he could kiss me and nobody would have to know. Is he rough with himself – would he be rough with me? Could he be loud for me? Could I shut him up? It makes Jay feel like looseleaf paper falling out of the sheaf, mixed up with no context, can't figure out where anything gets put back.

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    22 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 88

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    "I'm from the future," Jay says at last.

    That's not possible, is Matt's first thought but he clamps down on it because this is Jay, and Jay is wandering Spadina, and Jay is also here in his room. So. Something impossible is now possible and it may as well be time travel.

    "You're a time traveller." Matt giggles. "Holy shit. Holy shit. How did you—? No, never mind that, what am I thinking. Do you have a sports almanac on you? Any winning lotto numbers?"

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    20 Mar 2026