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Short After the Final by deadeadea
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
20 Dec 2023
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Short story about Hanbin and Hao after they debut in ZB1
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my name is fabulous (your favorite star) by theshyscorpion
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
04 Feb 2026
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Former trainee Ricky watches his company debut a group of boys he'd trained with, and buys a singular album. He never knew that it would lead to fansigns, reconnections, and becoming a full-blown collector.
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04 Feb 2026
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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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05 Nov 2025
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"But Bin, listen to me-” Hanbin looks up at him, startled by the sudden graveness in his voice. “Bin…Hanbin,” Hao gulps. “I need you to make out with me.”
(Or, the one where Zhang Hao asks his seemingly straight friend Sung Hanbin to make out with him to get out of a pinch. What he doesn't plan for are the feelings that come after.)
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14 Oct 2025
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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28 Sep 2025
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“What are you doing here?”
How is he supposed to explain this? That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.
He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.
He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.
“I’m coming to find you.”
Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.
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06 Sep 2025