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orange bottles by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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He knew he needed the pills. In any situation he would’ve swallowed those pills in a second at the idea of being able to be a functional human being again. But he didn’t feel himself right now. Well, maybe he felt too much like himself. Like a version of himself he thought he had buried with his mom. His head was pounding and his thoughts felt like they were swimming in thick fog that didn’t really give Ilya the chance to understand them completely.
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Ilya gets sick on his summer at the cottage but the idea of taking pills makes his feverish mind think about his mother.
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What it used to be. by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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Shane turned towards Ilya, it felt too quick, like he was mad at him. God, he would have every right to. Ilya feels himself flinch. He’s still looking at his feet, feeling the hot liquid burn his skin. He deserves it, he thinks, that’s what you get when you do something so stupid.
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Ilya spills something at the cottage and, for a moment, he reacts like he would've with his father.
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Coming out cake by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Ilya and Shane decide to come out to the public before the Hayden incident™.
Ilya decides to do it with a gender reveal cake.
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Am I losing you for good? by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Ilya's hands are on Shane’s back, keeping him checked against the glass. He doesn’t even know if the puck is still under them.
Please look at me in the eyes. Have I fucked up?
A whistle, fuck, the puck is definitely not under them anymore and now it only looks like Ilya’s fighting Shane. But Shane is letting him.
Am I losing you for good?
or...
what if Ilya told Svetlana about Shane that time in Boston? And Shane found out.
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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12 Mar 2026
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And suddenly, filling his entire screen, Rozanov was grinning into the camera with a row of bloody teeth. His lip was split. When he wiped his mouth with the back of his bare hand, it came away streaked with red. He spat the rest onto the ice with an awful smile and a wink before getting to his feet.
Jane: Can you stay in the dressing room?
Lily: Are you asking or telling?
Jane: You hate being told what to do.
Lily: Not when it's you
Jane: Stay.
Jane: You looked really fucking good taking that hit.
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11 Mar 2026
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ten minutes for deliberate injury by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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Shane asks very nicely for Ilya to slap him across the face while they fuck.
Everything is going according to plan, until suddenly it isn't.
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Shane safewords out of an intense scene, and aftercare ensues.
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- Part 16 of penalties
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But instead, he calls him by his last name, an attempt to cover up whatever the fuck he had just done.
“Hollander.” Don’t do this. Please don’t do this. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. I take it back. It’s stupid.
He had to try again, had to reach for something—anything—to stop him from leaving.
“Hollander.” Please don't go.
——> Ilya calls Shane by his name, he leaves, and Ilya panics.
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- Part 3 of heated rivalry coda
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.