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    “You liked that,” Johnny says, slouched against the warehouse wall. His voice is somewhere between bemused and impressed. “Fuck me, you little psycho. Didn’t know you had it in you.”

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    After an accident at work, Draco finds that two decades of his memories have been temporarily wiped. His Healers are reluctant to tell him the identity of his mystery husband, thinking he’ll react badly.

    Oh, how wrong they are.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    The floor is a crumble of broken black and white. The sky shakes and collapses on itself, multicolored fire burning it down, down, down, falling all around her.

    A small white creature sits in front of her. Its eyes are red. They don’t blink.

    Skyscrapers crash and the world screams along with the girl in the sky- glossy black hair tangled and bloody, clothes torn and singed, skin bruised and spurting red, she falls.
    And falls, and falls.

    Madoka keeps expecting her wings to flash open, to catch herself, to at least slow her mad descent towards the crumbling earth. She doesn’t. That’s when Madoka realizes it.
    She doesn’t have any wings.

    She looks down at the white creature, tears springing to her eyes- heart aching, bleeding, tearing, for this girl- falling all alone.

    “Doesn’t- doesn’t she have anybody? Does no one love her?” Madoka cries, suddenly feeling sick, feeling so horrid and awful and stupid, because there’s something wrong, wrong, wrong- because that girl does have someone, she has-

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    04 Jan 2026

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    The two of them are quiet for a moment as the music swells and distant laughter echoes. Madoka stares dolefully at the happy dancers.

    “It’s disgusting, isn’t it?” Homura tilts her head back, eyes on the stars, dotted between strung lanterns. “To celebrate a time like this, sending their youth out to fight each other. Celebrating human lust for power, their greed, their—are you crying?”

    Madoka shifts one gloved hand upwards to wipe at her eye. “Of course I am,” she whispers. “I’m sad.”

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    Homura is Life. Madoka is Death. They’re figuring themselves out.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    The first time Akemi Homura meets Kaname Madoka, it feels as if time stops with the way colors burst forth in her vision, assaulting her senses with an experience she never could've fathomed. A month later Akemi Homura sells her soul in a grayscale world that was full of life and color just minutes before.

    The second time Akemi Homura meets Kaname Madoka, she runs up and promises to help Madoka, even as her eyes strain with getting used to color again. Her eyes only get a month to appreciate the feeling before her vision bleeds back to grayscale.

    The third time, Akemi Homura is less excitable, more reserved. Her colors fade a month later as she pulls the trigger.

    On the ninth loop, Akemi Homura wakes up to see her hospital room bathed in color and a tattoo on her wrist.

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    02 Jan 2026