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“Beg for it.”
Nikita stops mid-sentence.
“…What?”
Artyom shrugs like it’s obvious. “You want approval, don’t you? That’s the rule.”
Nikita blinks. “That’s not—”
“It is now,” Artyom says calmly. He leans back into the bed again, phone forgotten beside him. “Rule,” he repeats, tone soft but firm. “If you want to be called good, you ask properly.”
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30 May 2026
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Nikita’s knees dug into the floor at the foot of his bed, hoodie bunched tight in his fists. He pressed his forehead against the quilt, shoulders shaking as silent, broken sobs wracked his body.
He didn’t believe in God—not really. Not for anything. Not ever. But right now, some tiny, desperate part of him twisted anyway, muttering prayers that felt ridiculous and necessary all at once.
He was begging, cursing, wishing—silent fragments of fear clawing up from his chest—just that Artyom would stay, just that nothing would happen to him.
“Please… please…” His voice cracked,
choked by tears.“Not you… not like this… don’t—don’t let him get hurt… please…”
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27 May 2026
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with a whine, nikita pulled away, his chest heaving. "please, artyom, please," he begged, his eyes wide and pleading. "i want to... i need to... i want to be inside you." his voice was high-pitched and desperate, like a junkie craving a fix.
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20 May 2026
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Nikita fears Artyom has grown bored with him, Artyom braves the Russian weather for a cigarette.
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20 May 2026
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nikita stalks artyom's VK and enjoys himself. he accidentally leaves the tabs open...
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19 May 2026
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this is about piss so if ur not into it, please don't read. it isn't very explicit but stil...nikita drinks too much soda and juice.
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19 May 2026
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No matter how much loving him hollowed him out sometimes, Nikita still kept coming back like his body knew the route better than his brain did.
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16 May 2026
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Artyom stared at him for a long moment.
Then finally:
“I don’t fucking feel bad for you.”Nikita’s face fell slightly.
Until—“I feel bad somebody made my puppy cry.”
Silence.
Nikita’s breath caught embarrassingly fast.
Because Artyom sounded serious.Not teasing.
Serious.Then Artyom reached up and brushed his thumb gently beneath Nikita’s eye catching another tear before it fell.
“So pretty when you cry,”
he murmured absentmindedly.Bookmarked by gorecel
16 May 2026
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“…am I good?”
Artyom blinked.
“What?”
Nikita’s fingers tightened slightly in the fabric of his shirt. Then even quieter:
“…am I a good boy tyoma?”
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15 May 2026
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“What?” Nikita mumbled quietly.
Artyom looked at him for a second too long.
Messy dark hair. Tired eyes. Pale skin. Those ridiculous eyelashes. He clicked his tongue.“You look pathetic sitting down there.”
Nikita’s expression dropped immediately like he believed him.
And that— that made something uncomfortable twist in Artyom’s chest.
Because Nikita never defended himself.
Not really. If Artyom called him pathetic, Nikita just accepted it like fact.So Artyom sighed and tugged his hair lightly again.
“…like a sad puppy,” he corrected.
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15 May 2026
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evil's soft first touches by bruteunleashed
Fandoms: Academy Maniacs, Real Person Fiction
13 Mar 2025
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He halted his movement and finally looked at Artyom, as if searching for any hint of malice in his expression. To his surprise, he wore a sheepish smile that made him look as if he were a child again - and Nikita couldn't be angry anymore, warm and fuzzy memories replacing the harsh feelings building in his stomach.
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14 May 2026
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“You want me to hit you?” Andre’s tongue feels like lead in his mouth. He sounds like a fucking idiot, he knows, but— what? How the fuck have they gotten here. Cal’s lip curls.
“You want me to want you to hit me. And I do. Want you to, I mean.”
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30 Apr 2026
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“It doesn’t have to be complicated.” Cal’s thumb brushes over Andre’s throat, testing – how far can he reach before Andre pulls back? “We’ve done worse, haven’t we?”
Which is- sure, they have. There’s an undeniable intimacy in planning your joint suicide, Andre understands this, he does. The methodical planning of Zero Day, down to the minutiae, had felt like sex in its own sense: body aching with pent-up want, the thrill of imagination. Slivers of flesh, exposure, possession.
Sick pleasure, simmering excitement. Cal hones in on the shifts in Andre’s demeanor like a dog sniffing out blood. He grins, all teeth.Bookmarked by gorecel
29 Apr 2026
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Cal traipses in after, toppling right onto the small couch Andre’s got tucked against the far wall. He makes an awkward little groaning noise up to the ceiling, stretching out as long as the short couch will let him. It makes his shirt ride up, the untucked tails of it rumpled and tickling at his lower stomach where his jeans sit low on his hips. Andre looks away quickly. He busies himself with setting up the new camcorder.
“You were looking at that girl,” Cal says out of nowhere. When Andre turns, he’s looking up at the ceiling rafters, “The- Chris’ friend. The goth chick.”Bookmarked by gorecel
28 Apr 2026
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He opens the door. There’s the muffle-quiet of the snowfall outside. The streets are empty. All of the lights are out in the house across the road, except for a faint glow from the topmost left. Chuck is not waiting on the stoop for him to let him in. More notably, Cal is.
“Aren’t you going to let me back in?” Cal asks.Cal dies on a cold April morning. Four years later, he’s knocking on Andre’s front door.
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28 Apr 2026
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Double click. Jackpot.
It’s a rookie error on Andre’s part, to hide his hardcore porn stash in a folder labelled 'English Lit'. Cal knows full well that Andre hasn’t cared about reading since sixth grade. So, really, this is Andre’s fault.
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23 Apr 2026
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The thought hits Cal like a fucking freight train: full force, rippling right across the front plane of his body. Andre’s gonna be sick, and Cal wants to see it happen.
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23 Apr 2026
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"you're like a brother to me, cal."
seven words and an arm around his shoulders brought calvin gabriel's world falling to pieces at his feet, however briefly. shame hit him like an eighteen-wheeler. years of weird fucked-up fantasies — hidden safely away in the recesses of his mind, only allowed to come out late at night on rare occasions, when pot made cal's hand wander into his boxers while his mind wandered into the dark — came slithering up to ruin an otherwise very sweet moment.
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23 Apr 2026
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quit your lying, stop pretending (i don’t think you really mean it) by tylerslastwords
Fandoms: Zero Day (2003)
13 Apr 2024
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andre loses something of cal’s. he is dealt with accordingly.
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23 Apr 2026
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“Shit,” He echoes, and there’s something wrong with how he says it. Cal’s voice has already been kind of low, kind of gravelly, and this is.. not. It’s like the word is being yanked out of him, all breathy and high like Andre knows gets when they tussle, knocked flat and breathless. Andre’s own voice gets like that when he’s – oh.
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22 Apr 2026