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Chuuya tells him one night after a drink too many that he feels like he’s stuck on an endlessly looping rollercoaster. That the ride up doesn’t feel so daunting until it drops and sends him plummeting back down.
For a long time, Dazai assumes the highs must be better. Not good, necessarily, but better—anything has to be better than the aching stasis he lives in, an endless gray of nothingness that presses against his ribs and makes it hard to breathe. Chuuya’s mania sounds like freedom; to feel energized and alive, to wake up with a purpose—however unhinged—seemed like a fair trade for a little chaos and the inevitable crash. He used to watch Chuuya in those bright, impossible weeks and feel a kind of envy he couldn’t name. Chuuya would laugh too loud, talk too fast, waste so much energy on the mundane—and Dazai would think, God, I’d kill to feel like that.
He doesn’t anymore.
or ; how dazai learns that the highs aren't any easier
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11 Jan 2026
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bipolar chuuya 😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢 my sweetheart my queen you’re just like me
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Light burned into Zanka's eyes as he came to, a familiar curve lifting his chin upwards as his brain caught up to the situation at hand. A figure loomed above him, shoving Lovely against his throat and bumping his head into the wall behind him. Zanka tried to bring his hands up to defend himself, sighing in frustration as he realized they were restrained tightly above his head with a harsh rope. That wasn't the only thing restrained, a dull ache in his jaw brought attention to the bit in his mouth. Dry drool crusted on his chin was replaced with fresh as Zanka tried to speak around it. His eyes focused more, a boxy cage surrounded his jaw which held the gag in place. A muzzle? Seriously? he thought, trying to mumble out some choice words to his captor, but it came out incomprehensible.
"Oh Zankaaa," a sing songy voice called out from the figure, his wide grin unmistakable even through the thick haze in Zanka's head. Jabber squatted in front of him so that they were eye level. He pressed Lovely harder against his neck, giggling at the choked up sound Zanka made.
"About time you got up, I was getting bored! Messin' with you in your sleep is fun and all, but nothing compares to this."
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i know none of this will matter in the long run by aggityy
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Dec 2025
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After the events of Stormbringer, Chuuya is in recovery. Dazai decides this would be the perfect time to not only keep pestering him, but to actually take care of him.
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Dazai hates port mafia meetings… so he decides to make things a little more interesting by making his partner wear a remote controlled vibrator.
Chuuya cannot for the life of him back out of a challenge.
He just has to get through the meeting without causing a scene. If he loses, he pays for dinner.
Challenge accepted.[kinktober2025 day 1: orgasm control].
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- Part 2 of kinktober2025
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This school makes me feel sane by Artsy_Nova
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
04 Jan 2026
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“I need you both for a mission,”
Mori began.
Shit it was a joint mission.
Out of the corner of his eyes he saw Dazai straighten up.
“I need you both to do some infiltration,”
He continued, grabbing two folders from his desk drawer.
“There’s two groups in Musutafu that can cause trouble for us, I need you two to gather information so we can take them down.”
His eyes turned towards Chuuya, he held out one of the folders.
Nakahara Chuuya and Osamu Dazai are sent on a mission with one goal in common,
gather information.
Chuuya is placed with U.A, a hero school, how ironic.
Dazai is placed with the League of Villains, what a dumb name.
Though as simple as this task seemed, life is unpredictable, dangerous even.Inspired by Akira_walkers look away and feel
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(Yeesh the first few chapters are rough, but if you can look past that I’m sure you’ll have a great time!!)Bookmarked by gotmeows
17 Nov 2025
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peak the cannibalism is actually good too for some reason